Happyness is....

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Y

him

he was like a father to me.
e one who brought me out on friday nights to kallang macdonalds drive thru for my happy meal n to collect all e snoopy figurines.
back then, friday became my most looked-forward-to day of the week.
e one who spent time playin toys with me.
e one who brought me to his place and cook so much yummies for me.

i wld nv forget this part of my life.
it was short but very memorable.
he filled e longing for parental love in me durin times when both my parents were busy at work.
as i recall, tears roll down my cheeks, uncontrollably.

years aft i grew up n we stopped gg out together so often, e tragedy happened.
he was diagnosed w cancer.
due to e delay in treatment, e cancerous cells spread.

e very last few yrs of his life, he fought.
n he fought real hard.
i saw how much it had tormented him.
but he held on.

even to see his youngest son step into e next phase of his life; marriage.
during e most challenging period of his sickness.

i can stil recall how enthusiastic he was each time i called him to tell him tt im in e vicinity n am gg to drop by for a visit.
e times when i went to his place during cny n he wld cook so much yummies for me.
esp suan pan zi.

e last time i saw him was at e hospital.
he lost so much weight tt i cldnt recognise him in e ward.

it pains me so to see him in such agony.

today i received a call.
n i know im gg to miss him forever.

he won my love for him.
but lost e battle to sickness.

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i think this is impt for my dear fren.

Don't Pursue Relationships For Which You Have Not Qualified.

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"Zeal without knowledge is not good; a person who moves too quickly may go the wrong way."
Proverbs 19:2 (NLT)

"There is a time for everything, a season for every activity under Heaven."
Ecclesiastes 3:1 (NLT)
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Like nothing else on earth, relationships determine the outcome of your life.

All other factors of your being-the extent of your intelligence, the graciousness of your appearance, the scope of your background-can modify that outcome, but none are as significant as the richness of your relationships.

For this reason, each of us must strive to build the relationships that will launch us into the future we desire.

There are people in our life who distract us from our focus and drain us of our energy, but there are also those who invigorate us as readily as a crisp, autumn day.

Nevertheless, there is still a time for everything, and stepping into relationships before you are ready to make the required investment can be hazardous.

It is like attempting to swim before you take lessons.

Once you discover the people with whom you can build a life, consider what it takes to make the most of those relationships:

How will you add value to their life?

What can you do for them that no one else can or will?

And finally, is now the time to build these relationships?

If it is time, then pull out all the stops and go after it.

If it isn't yet time, learn to wait and prepare, because your time is coming soon.

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Sunday, April 19, 2009 Y

HOT SATURDAY

its a VERY HOT day today.
tts still an understatement.. somehow.

i kept whining to annie today tt its so hot. she can even guess what im gg to say, its v hot rite?
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i cant stand it. i pray tt frm monday onwards, no more such heatwaves! i wanna canvass n work!

dearie announced to me tt e average temperature today was 34degrees celsius.
madness. im thankful for e wonderful creation of fans n airconditioners.
n fren who'l try to cool u down durin such hot days. *winks*

due to e lack of rest n hot day, i felt tt i was not functionin at my best.
but nonetheless, im really happy.

i slpt abt 3am n woke up every hr.
tt was not rest.

ok, enough of whining.

thru e day, ive been thinkin abt my fren.
im glad she received Jesus.
n im happy tt she's so open.
ive been thinkin n prayg tt God wil help her in her current situation.
n i know He will.
as much as she's so heartbroken aft all tt had happened, i pray she'l have e courage to go on another step.

jia you, my dear.
u r doing v well! keep gg.
i cant do much but be ur cheerleader n pray for u n encourage u.
dont give up on e things u have set in ur mind.
u can n u will achieve them.
u wil come out strong.
i believe in u, God believes in u.
believe in urself!

*+*+*+*

aft today's svc, somehow. it got me more ready for my next phase of life.
*heart adjustment*

*+*+*+*

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Friday, April 17, 2009 Y

i need a friend in this jungle full of e different species.

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Friday, April 10, 2009 Y

im feeling uncomfortable.
but im glad i am.
im glad tt im not too comfortable with where i am n doing everythin mundanely without challenges.

im looking for e way out. actively and passively.
im tired.
i needa rest but i needa go on.
but i wil not give up.

i need the energy to go on. n i will cling on to what is stil within.
more than this, i need break out of where i am.

give me strength! =)

its good friday today!
this 'dying spirit' in me will b resurrected in 3 days! amen.
haha. tryin to be cheesy.

alright. gtg.
i will b back with some resurrection report . =)

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Thursday, April 02, 2009 Y

i like ~`

Deuteronomy 23:14 says we have to make a decision to keep our camp—the house of God—spiritually clean.

God only walks on holy ground.

Our words, actions and thoughts have to be sanctified because we can build an environment where God enjoys coming into.

And when God walks among us, there will always be blessing, provision and protection.
Make a decision today not to entertain any more unclean ideas, conversations or deeds that would grieve the Holy Spirit. God says, “Be holy, for I am holy” (1 Pet. 1:16).

`quoted frm Pastor Kong`

http://www.konghee.com/www/?p=2867

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