Saturday, September 30, 2006 Y
i woke up earlie todae. again!
its story telling dae todae. i was kinda confused at first. e emphasis on e difference between preachin n teachin been hoverin over my mind for e last 3 daes.
but tts not e main point. e key is to touch lives and renew mindsets.
so yea.
ive prepared an interestg story. which has been e story tts been encouragin me to go on when i cant move anymore. its like my life's anchoring story.
as i prepared wat to share, tears streamed down. e Presence is with me. whereva i go.
im not as nervous as last saturdae. e butterflies flew away becoz i stepped out. self consciousness will alwaez stand in e wae. so yea. lets not allow ourselves to be cornered in diz trap! we do haf an option!
its e finale of the helpers trainin todae.
im not gona get all emotional cryin tt i will miss the helpers trainin n everyone else. yes, i will miss everyone and all e impartations. but nonetheless, i believe tt diz helpers' trainin is not for us to be comfortable w one another's companie. its reali to set us into track, equipped to run diz race. im v happie for all my brothers n sisters who went thru all e sessions w me. n becoz of them, becoz of their sharin, becoz of their frenship, i am able to run on victorious.
we will stil see one another in hall 8, in zone meetgs. we haf e msn contacts, mobile no, email add. for sharlene n melissa, we even got their addresses. haa! dun take technology for granted!
disclaimer : e frenships doesnt end with the helpers trainin! =pim reali v thankful tt i was involved in e entire trainin sessions.
becoz my life's realli been changed. so much tt i cant rem how it was like in e past, or even to rem y did i make weird decisions tt make myself ended up into mess aft mess.
it has realli impacted my life a great deal.
i thank e GT leaders. e ppl who placed great faith in all of us. alwaez willin to share, to teach, to impart, to believe in everyone of us.
apart frm sis huijun.
i wana thank bro vic and bro cliff.
they nv failed to teach n answer all my qns. weird or funnie. haa.
n yes, impartation level was high!
there r reali e men of God.
too bad, they r taken. so gals, perish tt tot! haa.
im gona be like them too. makin a difference in ppl's lives.
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i juz checked my yahoo! and i received a mail frm nicole, my course coordinator.
its my long awaited Sem IV schedule.
gooodness. its sucha messy schedule.
e classes r reali random.
some weeks, ive got class on monday. some on tues. some on wed. some on thurs. n every week on fri. on some weeks, ive gota go to skool 4 times a week. some, 2 times.
is there no better schedule den diz?
diz comin sem is gona be challengin.
like fen says.. its a combo pack.
im takin International Marketing, Statistics for Marketing, Marketing Practises and Business Law.
e next challenge is up. 2 more sem and im done!
i will breakthru w HIM!
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e box. for e cakes. mooncakes.
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e mooncakes! so COLORFUL!
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SO NICE! and looks v temptg even to me who dun eat mooncakes. haa.
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im online on my msn.
chattin w fen and kel.
kel is tellin me abt her berthdae countdown and all e effort to put into makin tt countlink appear on her blog.. runnin frm right to left. underneath every entrie posted. i wld sae.. every possible space, she tried. haa.
YES my fren. I NOE UR BERTHDAE IS COMIN IN 3 DAES 21 HOURS! haa!
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Friday, September 29, 2006 Y
i pray that my tuesdays wld be free up. yes yes yes. yes, it will happen.
classes pls shift to mon, wed n thurs. pls pls pls. haa.
but anywae. some pix to share and i wil head back to mug on my BOOKSSSssSSs.
random. very random.
njoy`*
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out to studie. tired. haa. nice earrings and blink blink crown! =P
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bear bear. i tink he slimmed down. haa. he looks like he did.
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i dun tink any kids be attracted to diz packagin. not to mention kids, even myself. n it reali doesnt taste tt good too.
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factory table. haa! huixuan had to count e total qty of diz components. n her table turned out to be like a factory table.
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i will do well. i will do well. i will do well.
accounts paper later on!
took leave for todae becoz of my exams.
poor bel haf to help me clear some of my urgent stuff.
n yes of course. thx ban ban. haa!
i pray tt i will not scare anyone later. i feel like a panda now. my eyes r so tired.
there's a million n one things ive gota do. suddenli, everythin gushed in.
my offerin msg. my exams. my story telling. the appreciation. the multiplication. the complications of issues.
once again, im being stretched in another dimension.
its e first time, i felt so overwhelmed by e stuff tt i duno where to start n my brain cldnt tink.
last nite, i was at interchange mackers to do my revision w KEL. my fone juz rang rang rang n it juz kept on ringin. but nonetheless, i was glad tt im able to settle some stuff n tighten the loose ends.
TENACITY! breakthru!
i feel much more relieved aft spendin some time alone w HIM.
last of all,
thanks my fren!
for meetg me up to studie w me.
for keepg me company.
for lettg me go to e toilet w someone attending to my stuff.
for sharg e 11 yummie donuts w me.
for njoyg my fav BIG bowl yupian mifen w me.
for bearg w my nonsense when im so tired.
for makg me luff when my battery was runnin v low.
for helpg me sort out my tots n e stuff i gota do when they r overwhelmin me.
for sendg me e interestg ringin tones. which nv fails to make me luff when a msg comes in.
for askin me simple mathematical sums which i cant ans.
3+3+3+2 = 14? -__-"
for ur smile. =D
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Thursday, September 28, 2006 Y
October is like a special guest to me.
esp e first week of Oct is gona be so xcitin`.
many of my pals berthdae falls on the 1st week of Oct.
ive oredi roughly plan out and decided to do for each n everyone of them. hiaks.
so jan, kel, na. be careful la. haa!
if any of u got any special request, pls feel free to leave a tag n let me noe ur wants.
if i can, i will fulfill ur wish.
but kel, i will tink twice for urs becoz u haven fulfill my aircon wish.
its stil hangin on my wishlist on the right.
im gona get na .... stg big. stg pink. stg... surprisin!
jan.. i wil get u a bf. haa! =X tie a ribbon n wrap him up den gif to u. haa!
im so happie tt my darlinks berthdae r comin!
my pocket is gonna haf a BIG hole.
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Revelation is of no value if you dont have the wisdom and character to live it out.
~John Bevere~`
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006 Y
S23 is multiplyin in 2 mths.
as i was discussin abt e multiplication cg plans w na juz now,
many tots came by.
many things to do.
many ppl i will miss. no. everybody i will miss.
many events and activities tt we all went thru together.
sweet memories. happie times. challengin times.
above all tt, i believe tt S23 will multiply victorious. more den juz e hype, more den juz e xcitement, deep down there's a conviction, relationship, fire.
lets continue to presss on!
there's a greater vision for everyone of us aft multiplication!
multiplication CG is goin to be very xcitin. very. so yeay.
love S23. my family.
some pix of S23 to share.
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wide smiles!
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S23 will Emerge Victorious! `2006`
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aft cg. smile! =D
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yeay! everyone squeezed in! haa
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steamboat! we love to eat! haa.
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e multiplyin S23
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006 Y
many times, when we face issues or situations in our lives, we become short sighted.
we become unloving. unable to tolerate e slightest mistake. impatient, whether w self or others. sensitive of things tt happen.
we get so consumed into our problems tt we dun wan anymore other stuff to come n complicate our lives. we get so focus on our own issues tt even when ppl in need we dun feel like offerin a listenin ear. we get so tired LOOKG at our own problem, sick of ourselves tt we forget tt we r so when ppl does e same and we start to be skeptical abt ppl who aint doin stg to solve their problems.there'd probably be outburst of comments like : its juz one step out, izit reali so hard?
so how does it apply to ourselves?
many times.. its like a speck of dust when we do stg wrong, so small we canot see it. but when others does it, it becomes a plank of wood, so obvious tt we canot stand it. before jumpin into any conclusions or making any remarks, lets do a heart check.
are we subconsciously venting tt frustration abt ourselves on others?
have we said anythin to anyone who have hurt their emotions?
if you did, its high time to apologize.
lil incidents can cause a big crack in relationships. and it requires alot more to mend tt hurt. beware of the trap.
wat is your vision for every relationship that u hold?
Provers 18 : 21
Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit.
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its 1am on my lappie now.
104am on my hp.
n it is obviously time tt i head for my bed. ZzZZz.
im stil v happie.
i had a great time catchin up w na juz now on e fone.
its been quite awhile we last chatted like tt.
im glad. more den glad. im happie. more den happie. im overjoyed.
okie. now. its time to slp.
na, ur attendance for ALL HRM classes are compulsory.
n thursdae prayer grps too.
pls kindly do the 'follow-up'.
haa!
bedtime!
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headed out for mackers fries last nite.
met jan @ 1130pm. yes. late nite out.
was practisin my accounts. n i tink i reached my saturation point.
so i juz wanted to chill out.
i njoyed e food. yumz. hee. i tink im deeply addicted to mackers. tts y me n kel r good buddies. haa.
i njoyed myself. as we were chattin, qiaofen n alvin came by. they were there to meet their frenz. haa. so zun.
den yappie came to meet us too.
its a great time catchin up. n luffin too.
for e first time in so many mths, i luffed til i teared. diz is madness. haa.
im glad tt it was time well spent!
though i got hm @ 1+ n slpt @ 2am... i felt so happie.
n i had A VERY SWEET DREAM too. hee.
so happie. so happie. so happie.
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yappie's new top! proudly sponsored by ally!
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e backview. finaly. stg for niang for yappie. haa! breakthru!
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Monday, September 25, 2006 Y
i love bunnies. diz is one cute pix tt i found on google todae.
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i was chattin w a good pal on msn juz now
he pointed out stg which i needa improve on.
i needa shuddap n open up my ears more to listen.
well. when he told me tt, i felt.. ouch. n i cldnt accept wat he was tellin me at first. though i noe its true.
thereaft, i realise tt its e pride in me actin up.
yes, i feel hurt. but e truth alwaez hurt, doesnt it?
only someone fren enuf wld point out the truth even he noes tt its gona hurt.
but i thank him for tellin me tt.
i asked myself diz qn: when i was receivin wat he told me, was i dependant on my emotions or based on the truth?
if i was emotional, i guess i wld juz bear unforgiveness or bear a grudge.
for e very fact tt its true.
i apologized, decided to change n move on.
Proverbs 27 : 5
Open rebuke is better than love carefully concealed.
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Sunday, September 24, 2006 Y
i cant find e right word. so ya. juz njoy e pix!
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who'd win?
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im havin an interestg conversation w KEL.
we tok abt 2 things. e first led to e second.
1) Weird guys r all ard.
IcEqUeEn`keL >> stresss is goood.. << says:
hey.. rem u kena tt weird werid guy when u were walkin one night
tis mornin i called my mem she told mi.. tt..
oki.. i think hers is worse than urs.. lots worse..
side track : a weird guy approached me when i was on my wae hm aft meetg CHA for supper. n asked me if im frm TP n initiated a conversation. v weird becoz of e settin and e time and e topic. i juz walked off quickly.
shuzhEn --> **Acceleration** says:
y?
lol
IcEqUeEn`keL >> stresss is goood.. << says:
last night.. got a guy stood outside her house.
for v v long
weird guy
n it's the time tt she normalli will reach home on sat
but yest at tt time.. she was still on her way home..
den tt guy stood outside her house.
her neighbour noticed..
den informed her mum abt it den her mum
n her family opened the door
the guy ran away they chased after him..
but then missed him couldnt find after tt
shuzhEn --> **Acceleration** says:
nowadaes. got all kinds of guys
u muz ask her to learn taekwando
2) Taekwando doesnt help much in fights. Its speed tt matters.
IcEqUeEn`keL >> stresss is goood.. << says:
when 2 person fight.. it's not jus abt strength..
it's abt speed
oso
tactic doesnt matter
hahaha!
when i come to tink abt it, yea its true tt in fights, its e speed tt matters. not e skills or tactics or strength u possess. if u r slower, even if u possess all tt, u will stand to lose.
so in our spiritual battle, its juz e same, we muz be on e offensive to fight n not WAIT for things to happen and defend. so wat if we r trained to fight and we dun move?
o. yes. Kel's nick is IceQueen. she loves tt nick. very much. but. e ice is melting. haa! =D
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sundae!
its e finale for the entire series of the Marriage Builder. its over.
ive been goin for 2 svcs for e last 7 weeks.
and i can sae tt my time was very well spent.
i am so much healthier emotionally den eva b4.
im gona miss goin for sundaes. big time. but yea. howeva it is, im gona serve HIM first!
it was sucha heartwarmin scene to see all e couples to renew their vows to each other again.
i teared. hee.
so gan dong.
and not forgettin to mention, i tink POH POH JUMP was reali interestg. haa!
over diz 7 weeks, my tinkin, perspective of issues abt relationship changed VERY MUCH. i start to do things which i nv tot i can do. i start NOT to do things which i haf been doin. and my life's very much changed.
and it wil continue to.
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finally. im clearin e paper mountain. there r stil some left on e first deck. but i tink im makin good progress. =D
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it was a great weekend.
e preachin test on sat was a challenge. but i thank God tt i stepped out.
21 ppl preached. n wow. each n everyone had their conviction and revelations. i was v blessed. wrote down every pointer they shared n wat i caught when they shared their revelation.
my turn, i thank God tt i din freak out and sae weird things. haa. brother gabriel saes tt when u r up on e pulphit, u tend to lose ur mind and lose control of wat u r doin. haa. i juz told myself : i shall not be so self conscious. He's e boss. =D
im thankful for diz opportunity to preach b4 e leaders and helpers. i njoyed myself. like i told liping, though i felt my face was totally cramp n din noe if i had a good countenance., i juz njoyed sharin my revelations. thank God liping told me tt i did smile thru out. haa. cramp face. =S
rushed for BS aft e preachin test. im on time todae! haa. haf been late for e last 2 lessons n alwaez ended up apologizin to bro kim hock. e BS was awesome. i love e preachin and impartation!
aft svc, had BS w jaslyn, ariefin and clarence. it was v good. i felt tt ive stepped into another level of anointg in preachg. although it was GS #2, i had a greater revelation abt it. im on fire! it was an awesome time spent together in e word w them. IM BREAKIN THRU!!!
my saturdae was GREAT!
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Saturday, September 23, 2006 Y
good mornin!
im up since 630am.
im all xcited abt the preachg test later. so xcited tt i cant slp in.
so xcited tt ive ran to e toilet for 2 times le. i tink i too gan chiong liao, there's butterflies in my stomach. haa.
prepared a v interestg msg. 'practise' preachg to Fen last nite. haa. it was funnie, becoz we were on e cab. but i felt tt it was good. stg was stirrin within me. n it still is! =D
i like e revelations!
e word is alive! so alive!
i shall be focus.
LET THERE BE PEACE. esp in my stomach. !
im juz a vessel.. i shall not be so self conscious.
all e best to all helpers todae.
im lookg forward to be so blessed by all e preachin!
its gona be good.
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Friday, September 22, 2006 Y
the quality of life is determined by the quality of decisions we make in life.
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i went for a walk. a walk w HIM.
i walked ard for almost 2 hrs. sorted out the disturbin tots n focused.
a relief.
unloaded e troubles. loaded w comfort, love, peace.
i feeeel much lighter aft e walk.
n im in a super good mood now. so i grabbed bear bear to take pix w me.
SMILE! =D
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took afew pix w bear bear aft my walk. hee. my hair is reali messy. =X
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yeay. another one! hee.
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bear bear n me! again! haa. i look super stone. haa
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Thursday, September 21, 2006 Y
tinkin of gettin urself more accessories?
i was blog surfin juz now n i came by diz webbie.
they've got cool necklaces, ear studs and shoes.
here's wat ive got to share :
http://www.neu-kosmos.blogspot.com/
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all smiles! =D nice contrast of me n e background yea. haa.
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i may not understand y all diz things r happenin to me now.
but i can
CHOOSE to understand tt :
happiness is learning to control negative emotions.
When we rid of inner conflicts and wrong attitudes toward life, we will almost automatically burst into joy.
~E. Stanley Jones~
i did not start e dae well. but im happie now! i feel so glam, like wat i told Fen. =D haa.
happiness is realli a choice to make.
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006 Y
diz my paper mountain which i needa clear. i managed to clear e last deck. tml i shall empty e whole tray. no more paper mountains.
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my soul is greatly distressed.
when are all diz gona be over. i bind it in Jesus' name.
all sorts of things are happenin to pull me away, discourage me frm movin towards my destiny.
many times, i feel like confrontin the issues rite away, yet its not e wisest choice to make at e moment. but i juz dun wish to let e matter carry on any further. i wana breakthru now.
sometimes not letting go of someone in ur heart, whether izit unforgiveness or bitterness or love, is not helpin tt someone even if you wish the best to him.
God desires us to love, to bless, yes. but above all that, wat is His vision for us aft wishing the best to e person? to let go? to forgive? or to continue clingin on?
We can be sincere. but sincerely wrong.
The truth hurts. but only the truth can set us free.
We gota choose truth over our emotions.
An emotional person often cant bring himself to do the right thing. Becoz doing the right thing often hurts his emotions.
my focus in on Him. n nothing else.
yes, no.
a yes is a yes. a no is a no. no means no even aft long waitin.
im yieldin to Him even more. for the breakthru.
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Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak, won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray
Got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You
All I need is You
All I need is You Lord, is You Lord
All I need is You
All I need is you Lord, is You Lord
One more day and it's not the same
Your Spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your son
Gave his life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me
All I need is You All I need is You
All I need is You All I need is You
You hold the universe You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe You hold ... You hold
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I Choose To Be A Fighter.
Because it is always better to fight for something than to live for nothing.
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diz is how i look diz mornin. slpie. but i reali love my retrofied blinks on my ears. =D smile!
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new sandals! mama bought me diz pair of sandals quite some time back. but i din wear it.. until yestie. e design's reali not to my style. but yea.. i love it when my mama loves me! =D
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yeay!
new pix up on the left column. =D
i noe tts an ugly pix. but like darlink syl saes : i love tt pix e best. haa.
next up : new song!
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i dun like dun like dun like black pepper.
i juz had lunch. mama packed lunch for me. there's diz black pepper teriyaki chicken inside.
i took a long tym to get all e black pepper out. stil. there's some left n i bite on them. =(
top on e list of dislikes is ginger. second wld be black pepper.
but overall. lunch was great w alot of greeens.
Thank You for the corn soup to make up to tt eeeks.
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Lamp Unto My Feet
Light Unto My Path
It Is You
Jesus, It Is You
This Treasure That I Hold
More Than Finest Gold
It Is You
Jesus, It Is You
With All My Heart
With All My Soul
I Live To Worship You
And Praise Forevermore
Praise Forevermore
Lord Everyday
I Need You More
On Wings Of Heaven
I Will Soar, With You
You Take My Brokenness
Call Me To Yourself
There You Stand
Healing In Your Hand
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i realised i haven been puttin up nice pix on my blog.
so here i am to share. =D
i will be right back w more entries.
meanwhile, NJOY!
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took diz pix aft work todae. so nice yea. but e dish.. i tink gota haf some cleanin liao. v dirty. haa.
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beautiful flowers. if onli i haf one of them too. SO PRETTIE!
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SWAROVSKI. i nv noe how to pronounce it. despite e many times cha tried to teach me. n yes.. e beautiful flowers r from here.
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noel made diz for me! so nice. n i reali like it. its now on my bag. =D everyone noes tt my goldie bag belongs to me even when im not there.
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bought diz @ 7-E w na b4 goin for CG. its my first time eatin tt! haaa.
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Monday, September 18, 2006 Y
standin at the tip of the mountain.
lookin across is such a beautiful scenerie.
lookin down, is a deeep blue sea. i cant see any ends of e sea. i onli see water. loads of it.
shivering when e wind blows. and the storms come.
fearful.
becoz in any moment, i noe God is goin to ask me to jump and swim towards the beauty which I saw.
n e very thing is tt i noe i will reali obey & jump. despite e fact that i duno how to swim.
im coming to the end of myself.
finally.
i noe tt i onli caught a glimpse of :
Galatians 2 : 20
I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.
there's more to come. my trust will be challenged. my faith will be stretched. my love tank will be enlarged. and i am closer and closer to my destiny.
6 mths.
use me.
thank God im progressin in stage 2. and i will move on to stage 3 soon. =) *winks*
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there's juz so much tt happened over the weekend.
im glad tt when i prayed, God helped me.
im reali happie tt despite of e frustrations tt i face, i am able to gather my sound mind to do e rite thing.
discipline is choosing to do the right thing when u feel like doing the wrong thing.yes. we ALWAYS feel like doin the wrong thing becoz the flesh is enmity against the spirit. there's nth wrong with u. yes. i feel e same wae too. im constantly tempted to do e wrong things.
tts when im in e flesh. but when u flick the switch. things wld be v diff becoz He has given us the power to haf self control.
Romans 8 : 5 - 9
For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit.
For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
Because the carnal mind is enmity against God; for it is not subject to the law of God, nor indeed can be.
So then, those who are in the flesh cannot please God.
But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not His.
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Sunday, September 17, 2006 Y
ive decided to send forth my spy. *hiaks*
sundae! yeay!
headed for svc in e mornin. todae's kinda late becoz of delays here n there.
but svc was stil as great. or even. better.
i thank God for gettin me out of diz platonic frenship belief tt i used to haf.
i used to tink tt, there can be platonic frenships. n i haf been searchin high n low for diz one platonic fren. n got myself into trouble.
i thank God tt i no longer haf to go thru tt. becoz i xperienced a breakthru. no platonic frenships. im not gona allow any of diz to happen. good guy frenz, yes. but not platonic frenship.
rite aft svc, i headed straight to tampines. went for lunch w e cg den to make up cg w aunt jess.
CG was great. bro cliff shared sucha great word abt COMPANY OR COMPANION?
i learnt alot of things. n i wil act upon it. i want to find my companion. oopx. did i juz sae tt? haa! yes i did! dun act holy la. haa!
Character + Chemistry + Compatibility + Commitment = Happie Love Relationship
i pray tt my spy wil come back w good reports. =D
but anywae. im hm now.. waitin for MS JAN to come over to do her mems stats.. she juz told me stg unbelievable todae. her com doesnt haf xcel. -__-"
wat r frenz for man. haa.
she better be quick. ive updated my cms. clear my stuff. now. im bloggin. she better come soon.
i wana go out n do my revision! exams are comin real soon.
im an EXAMINATION OVERCOMER.
amen! hee.
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Revelation 2 : 20
Do not fear any of those things which you are about to suffer. Indeed, the devil is about to throw some of you into prison, that you may be tested, and you will have tribulation ten days. Be faithful until death, and I will give you the crown of life.
there's a price to pay for the anointing. the calling. the breakthru. the destiny.
i will be faithful to wat He has called me to even til death.
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Saturday, September 16, 2006 Y
back frm cg.
cg was v good. we started w testimonial todae. n it was a good start.
as barney, michelle, abel and clarence shared. i felt the presence of God slowly filling up erieck's hall. it was not an entrance or direct hit on of e presence. but it was a buildin up and fillin up kinda presence. it was great.
i got a refreshed direction n strength to go on. my vision was clear but todae, it became clearer.
my point of focus has been brought back despite e many distractions comin my wae.
thank God.
im havin diz rice mask on my face now. its e first time in my entire life tt im doin diz. FIRST time. i wanted to take pix. but it turned out reali horrible. so yea. i wana be nice to all of u. so no pix of me w my mask. haa.
25more mins b4 i can get rid of it.
interestg. i'l see if my face will glow tml. haa!
i gota slp earlie tonite for a long dae tml.
diz few daes ive got quite alot of new insights but ive been reali busy to update. wil come back soon.
rest well and haf a great weekend!
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Friday, September 15, 2006 Y
yestie was my last lesson for diz sem.
its e end of my 3rd sem in MIS. n tt is reali fast.
im gona take 4 papers diz sem. jia you man.
aft the final revision class yestie n tues, i had a better grip of things. im confident to score an A for my sales management. heh.
i realised tt i declared tt i wil score an A for my accounts in one of my entries. so yes, im not gona go back on my word. will work hard on my accounts.
2 more weeks to exams.
its gona be another stretchin period. i wil cling on.
mayb becoz diz week's e last week for class, tts y everyone's v relax. i see my classmates goin for class in shorts and sandals. haa.
had a game of puzzle fighter w clara on tues durin e accounts break. haa. so fun! its been SO LONG i laid my hands on diz game. haa. i hardly visited e arcade aft i grad sec skool so yeay.
if u r wonderin how come i can play tt game durin my break, here's y.
we haf afew video games outside e lecture room. n there's even a bar, jackpot, pool table, tvs. so yeay. njoy~
so yeay. e game was great. njoy. haa. clara is realli good at tt game. haa.
yestie's class was great! haa. we played some games when e lecturer was tokin to some other classmates. we played hangman.
clara suggested tt we can play another game.. tt challenges our vocabulary library. ha.
we needa come up w words tt start w SAL.
for instance.. SALad or SALary or SALute or SALiva.
actuali SAL is quite hard. our library went dry aft awhile. den we tried PRE.
there's more for PRE. haa.
kinda fun. can try! haa!
so yeay. there goes my last lessons. w tips for exams, fun games, crankie classmates who keep askin qian bian wen da ti.
im lookg forward to e next sem. i will see them 3 times in a week. haa! n i haf to overcome STATISTICS! ohoooo~!
im sorrie tt i chunk loads. keke.
its been such a great week so far!
n im so lookg forward to CG later on!
gonna meet na and head to Bishan together! yeay.
stg is stirrin in my spirit. its a fire. e fire of e HS.
im on fire!
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Lord We Need Your Grace and Mercy
We Need to Pray Like Never Before
We Need The Power Of Your Holy Spirit
To Open Heaven's Door
Spirit Touch Your Church
Stir The Hearts Of Men
Revive Us Lord
With Your Passion Once Again
I Want To Care For Others
Like Jesus Cares For Me
Let Your Rain Fall Upon Me
Let Your Rain Fall Upon Me
Lord We Humbly Come Before You
We Don't Deserve Of You What We Ask
But We Yearn To See Your Glory
Restore This Dying Land
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Thursday, September 14, 2006 Y
jan n me r doin alot of quizes. haaa.
we r doin diz.. HOW VAIN ARE YOU? quiz. heee. here goes my results:
| You Are 66% Vain |  You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them. |
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self esteeem
| You Have Low Self Esteem 4% of the Time |
 Which can be translated to mean, you have high self-esteem and a healthy sense of self worth.You believe in yourself, and you know how to be the real you. You love yourself, imperfections and all. |
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| You Are a Green Apple Jelly Bean |
 Of all the flavors, you're the most complex and the most real. A little sweet, a little sour, and totally tangy. People can't describe you, but they love you! |
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the mooncake festival is ard e corner.
it falls on the first week of October this year.
tts abt 2 more weeks frm now. i dun usuali haf e practise of celebratin mooncake festivals. i love to play w lanterns though.
diz year, my dear fren decided to make mooncakes. n its for sale! as some of u noe, diz v powerfully skilled fren, can bake, cook, fry.. u name it, she does it. haa! i dun tink i haf to mention her name. becoz if u noe who izit, u wld juz noe. haa!
even if u dun celebrate mooncake festivals, y not get a box of 8 for ur family or frenz or colleagues? they r gona love u for ur very act of LOVE. =)
do come to me to make further enquiries. =D kekeke.
pls note. e mooncakes r homemade. W LOVE. others i cant guaranteee but diz one, confirm guarantee chope w LOTSA LOVE. n i will help out too. so .. so much love! haaa. aft u eat, sureli feel v sweet. hahaha!
below are some pix!
NJOY~!
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niceee moooncakes. anyone? mooncakes for SALE! haa!
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i love pink color. haa
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closer but not as clear view of e beautiful SNOWSKIN mooncake!!!
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Beautiful Lord, Wonderful Savior
I Know For Sure All Of My Days Are
Held In Your Hand
Crafted Into Your Perfect Plan
You Gently Call Me Into Your Presence
Guiding Me By Your Holy Spirit
Teach Me Dear Lord
To Live All Of My Life Through Your EyesI'm Captured By Your Holy CallingSet Me Apart
I Know You're Drawing Me To YourselfLead Me, Lord I Pray
Take Me, Mould Me
Use Me, Fill Me
I Give My Life To The Potter's Hand
Call Me, Guide Me
Lead Me, Walk Beside Me
I Give My Life To The Potter's Hand
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my fone died on me last nite aft class.
met up w cha for food and headed hm. a short but v fruitful meetg up. =)
aft pluggin e charger to my fone for afew mins, i on my fone. n i saw a msg frm Sis Huijun:
Urgent!
Helpers' Training this sat. Prepare 5 mins preachin include altar call. must haf intro, body of max 2 points, conclusion, altar call. choose 1 of the topics : Prayer, Cg Evangelism, Faith.
my heart beat faster as i read on.
first tot:
im scared! how? wat to share? *stresss*
n gan chiongness overwhelmed me.
3 seconds later, i knew tt i needa pray.
so i replied :
Sis huijun, my heart skipped a beat when i saw e msg. i'l go n pray abt it and ask God to guide me.
to be honest, if u ask me if i noe wat to share?
i can tell u, i reali haf no idea.
tts e time when faith can be stretch. tokin abt actin upon wat we noe? =)
i prayed n trust in God.
i got my msg outline ready todae. its all becoz of a revelation i got when i was on e PACKED bus to work this mornin. even in e most horrible circumstances, God can gif revelations. LOL. its a v revelational and relevant one.. i believe it wil minister to those who hear it. it ministered to me in a great wae.
now, i needa work on how to bring out my point accurate n to e point. =D
God is good.
i noe im drawin closer. 6 mths!
we will fear. we can fear. but its wat we do next tt leads us to our destiny.
one thing for sure, fear wil not. running away wil not.
wats ur next step?
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ap. but i tink i stil look okie.. until u see e next pix
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006 Y
diz is very ugly. clara took it durin the break on tues class. goodness. haa!
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e songsheet! haa. yes. i haf to post if becoz diz is e first songsht ive done. =D
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Y
sounds like some science practical test. but its not.
its a practical test for the GT helpers in the training class.
praise, worship, testimonial n offering.
i offered to prepare e songshts. aft takin e time to do up e songshts.. i cldnt get my wonderful piece out.
the place where i usuali do my print outs, the machine broke down n aft runnin to 4 diff places, i cant get my songshts printed. either becoz they dun provide e svc or printer no ink.
calmly, i went ard to ask. even those shops like starhub. if they cld help me w e print out. but they cant help me. so yea. i decided to juz head to the chalet @ changi b4 im late.
it was my first time doin songshts. haa! yes. n i decor it v v nicely. even kel got a shock tt i did tt. haa! its okie tt i din get it print out.
e whole meetg turned out v well. i took worship. i chose a v beautiful song: ALL THAT I AM. yes. i decided on tt last week. haa! n e very presence of God filled e place n i believe it ministered to everyone. includin myself.
im v blessed by everyone of us who took e various items becoz i learnt alot frm e style n e wae they led.
i am a minister of God. i dun look at e fear of steppin out. but i look at wat God had called me to.
Deuteronomy 31 : 6
Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.
Romans 4 : 21
and being fully convinced that what He had promised He's also able to perform.
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good to haf a plate of nasi lemak aft e prac test. haa! yumz.
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yes. tts a bunnie. its one of e not-as-nice bunns i eva seen.
add on: barney saes it looks like a bear! LOL.
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celebrated my uncle's berthdae on thurs @ a ballroom in Holiday Inn.
it was a great time. though e entertainment KTV songs were alil off... as in not as.. njoyable. haa. they were all oldies or cheeena songs.. or those kind of songs which ppl sing on e mountain top.
it was a buffet dinner. e food prepared by e hotel wasnt tt bad. AND! my dad cooked mutton soup and laksa! e cookg of a chef is indeed diff. wow. i miss my dad's cookg. esp e mutton soup. i guess my dad's cookg is alwaez e most looked forward stuff durin such gatherings. yummzz. i like e lobster salad too.
apart frm e get together for food, we celebrated our uncle, for who he is in our lives. its sucha meaningful nite. i saw many of his employees were v thankful for wat he's done for them. n everyone were reali v happie n celebrated his special dae.
i had a good time though my hp's batt died on me halfwae thru. cldnt take much pix.
and oso realised alot of things durin tt evenin. it made me reali to tink.
who will i be when im 60?
how many lives wld i be impactin by tt age?
how many setbacks wld i haf gone thru and wld i stil come up even stronger n continue to move on?
all diz depends on the decisions i make in my life.
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happie 60th berthdae, uncle!
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e mtv. super super imposed graphics. eeks. n yes.. for e entire nite, all e mtvs were along tt line.
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e long awaited mutton soup! yummie!
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its not v clear. but stil not blur until canot see rite? hee. diz is drwan by my darlink jan. so cute rite! she drew diz when we were chattin on msn tt dae. haa!!
i tink i shld interpret it for her.
e smilie face on e left is her holdin on to e love of God in her hands, she love others who r not happie abt themselves, abt their lives w e love tt she experienced.
diz is not a funnie pix. but its reali a revelation of how much e love of God can touch our lives and use it to impact others.
do not belittle wat we r goin thru, for we'll nv noe how much fruits it'd reap aft we breakthru.
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Monday, September 11, 2006 Y
If My Heart Has Grown Cold
There Your Love Will Unfold
As YOu Open My Eyes
To The Work of Your Hand
When Im Blind To My Way
There Your Spirit Will Pray
As You Open My Eyes
To The Work of Your Hand
As You Open My Eyes
To The Work of Your Hand
Oceans Will Part
Nations Come
At The Whisper
Of Your Call
Hope Will Rise
Glory Shown
In My Life
Your Will Be Done
Presence of Things May Pass
Lord Your Mercy Will Last
As You Open My Eyes
To The Work Of Your Hand
And My Heart Will Find Praise
I'll Delight In Your Ways
As You Open My Eyes
To The Work Of Your Hand
As You Open My Eyes
To The Work Of Your Hand
As You Open My Eyes
To The Work Of Your Hand
Jesus Open My Eyes
To The Work Of Your Hand
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Sunday, September 10, 2006 Y
How much water do u need? Just turn the tap and water will flow into your cup.
Giving an offering to God is like turning on the spiritual taps in our lives.
The very fact that when we need water to wash our cups or hands, we will turn on the tap. we haf the control over the speed of the water gushing out frm the tap.
But note. it is only when we choose to move our hand to turn on the tap, water can flow out.
Nothing will come out of the tap if we passively stand there and wait. im sorrie to sae tt there's no automatic sensoring taps spiritually. we gota get our faith to work and sow.
Some taps are rusty aft a long tym not being maintained. We wld require to put in more effort in turnin on the taps. it wld require xtra strength, to even use both ur hands to work on it. Sometimes our hands may even turn red n hurt so much tt we feel like giving up.
But there's one thing for sure. Aft we exerted enuf strength on the tap, water will GUSH out and overflow.
The blessings of God will GUSH into our lives and overflow when we put in e effort to stretch our faith and act upon wat we believe. SOW SOW SOW!
There will nv be one dae tt no water will flow out when we turn the tap becoz the blessings of God will nv end.
The key to the blessings, answers, breakthroughs is to sow in faith and believing.
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its been such awhile i last updated my blog.
to tink abt it. its onli 2 daes.
well. its not exactly a burnt weekend as i tot. but it was a weeekend w tremendous breakthru for me personally.
ive nv been so stretched for quite awhile.
and its good.
i thank God for sustainin me thru e weekend.
cabbin down for OPM aft cg. reachin hm @ 6am aft OPM. slpt @ 7am. wakin up @ 10am. meetg up e guys for DS. goin for svc. fellowshippg til 10+pm. goin to starbucks to chill out w na.. round 2 of chillin out @ mackers til 330am. got hm @ 4am. slpt @ 5am. woke up @ 8am for S2. PM aft S2. lunch w e guys aft PM. walk ard to get my stuff and got hm @ 7+pm.
lookg at tt schedule, i tink i slpt less den 10 hrs for diz weekend.
im tired physically. but my spirit is alive.
i made an important decision todae.
i will commit myself wholeheartedly for e next 6 mths and i wil not allow anythin to stand in e wae of breakin thru to e next level.
destiny is callin out to me.
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Friday, September 08, 2006 Y
wow. im so xcited abt it.
its been sucha long tym i last went to JW for prayer meetg.
cant even go for tuesdaes. becoz of my classes tt fall on tues.
im reali so lookg forward to the prayer meetg later.
i felt e need to stay til 5am. even though im reali super tired n diz weekend's gona be burnt.
i noe tt i wil be strengthened n renewed. i needa tarry longer in His presence.
OPM OPM OPM OPM OPM!
will go rite to JW aft cg todae. i wonder how long does it take to reach JW frm bishan. shldnt be as long as tampines to JW. haa!
super xcited!
and im lookg forward to cg too.
the joy of courtship. haa! potential hiccups in a relationship.
its gona be interestg and v educational. ha! =P
xpectancy is e seedbed for miracles.
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are you a manager or a leader of your own life?
as we get so busy with life's activities, do we unknowingly become a manager? juz ensurin tt our lives r peaceful and things go on well?
or do we take the lead to ensure the place we are sailing to is of clear direction? when we side track, we will pull ourselves back.
we tend to get so busy tt we lose our purpose in life. and life becomes so unbearably tormentingly boring. so routinal, so mundane.
a leader chooses to do e right thing which requires sacrifice (pains and tears). a leader disciplines his emotions and feelings. a leader is one who trust in the perfect timing of God and will wait. a leader does not gif up on self nor on anyone. a leader cannot tolerate stagnancy.
we gota be a leader in our own life b4 we be a leader to anyone or a leader in any place.
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Thursday, September 07, 2006 Y
happiness is a choice.
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Y
ive gone thru e theory.
its e practical now.
puttin the knowin into action.
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i thank God for great frenz He has given to me.
i am even more grateful for frenz who are alwaez there for me. to listen me out, to spend time w me, to cry w me, to luff w me, to encourage me, to support me, to be a fren to me.
when i tink abt it, 2 persons came into my mind.
John 15 : 13
Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends.
thank you, my dear fren for cryin w me, feelin for me and lovin me. =)
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006 Y
a manager or a leader?
a manager makes sure that everythin runs on well.. juz like before. ensuring that everythin is on the same track, follows instructions frm e higher authority, by hook or by crook, willing anot, happie anot, agreeable anot, get things done up so that he is answerable to his boss.
a leader sees visions n has e ability to influence and inspire the action of ppl to flow w him n accomplish e vision. he wins with ppl. it nv is a win-lose situation but a win-win situation. he not juz stay at e same level but bring good stuff to better stuff. better stuff to great stuff. on n on, glory to glory. even in times of stretchin, even in times of wantg to gif up, even in times of not knowg wat to do, even in times of disappointments, e leader is able to gather strength n move on n become a positive energy to e ppl ard!
wats e diff?
we see tt managers haf e abilities to get things done. yet, they r juz followin a routinal wae of life. things become so mundane as times goes by becoz they r w/o a direction. ppl w/o a vision in life goes back to their past and perish.
managers can become leaders once they start to tink, speak and act like one.
i am a leader.
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me n my dearest apple! i look old -____- i tink its e hair. gota do stg abt it.
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details determine destiny.
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yeay!
my beautiful lappie is back into action singin! loud n clear!
cheeeeeers! so happie.
i tink she had a sorethroat earlier. heee. im so happie so happie. praise e Lord.
did she haf Chuan Bei Pi Pa Gao? =X
her singin is good! haa.
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happie belated berthdae!
when busy ppl needa meet up for a special occasion, reservation of e dae to meet up is highly recommended. if otherwise, wait for another week or so aft e big dae den u will see each other.
yes. me n nana. 8 daes aft her berthdae, i finali got to meet her & syl to CELEBRATE her special 21st. its diz phrase applicable here: better late den nv?
i dun like tt.. so delayed. we both dun haf a choice though. gota make advance bookin much earlier next tym.
but im glad we met.
managed to get her some stuff n a big bag frm bugis. e bag is so her style. haa. i dumped everythin into e bag. haa. dun haf to wrap.
i got her a traditional mouse design lantern, a box of candles, sanitary pads, lip balm, mini windmill ( i duno wat izit called), facial mask, hello kitty shower cap and of course, e big bag.
im glad tt she likes it! yeay!
we Q-ed @ Citilink's New York New York for almost 20mins. tts reali a long wait. but its worth it. i miss hangin out w my darlinks!
it was great catchin up w e ladies. heee.
shared so much abt our lives' happenings. n of course, i njoy listenin to syl's jokes @ her workplace and her sharin abt fengshui. haa!
its juz an awesome nite.
once again, happie belated berthdae my darlink na! *muacks*
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new york new york @ citilink
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