breakthrough.


wow. answered prayers.


its e love of God which showed me more. n indeed, a bigger picture of e situation.


im touched. and moved.


though it doesnt mean tt i can skip e moulding and painful process, I am happie. becoz im strengthened once again.


i cried buckets on sat. buckets. the word in season came timely.


indeed. in e fullness of time, breakthru has come.


i will continue to charge e battlefield.



lift my eyes off myself.


OUTBURST OF E JOY OF THE LORD. and that is my strength!


cheerrrsss!!!

pain



distresss


slpless nites


tiredness


burden


weak



negativity



tears. pails of them.



desire to break through.


sympathy is not needed.



ppl go thru times of testing. to become e better person tts destined in their lives.


goin thru another period of pruning. a greater breakthru comes w a greater sacrifice.


cry w me. smile w me. luff w me. be with me.



pray for me.


diz is how i feel now:


Lamentations 1: 20 , 22


"See, O Lord, that I am in distress; My soul is troubled; My heart is overturned within me, For I have been very rebellious. Outside the sword bereaves, At home it is like death.



".... For my sighs are many, And my heart is faint."



BUT


i will choose to


Psalm 4: 1


To the Chief Musician. With stringed instruments. A psalm of David. Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness! You have relieved me in my distress; Have mercy on me, and hear my prayer.



my breakthrough has yet to come. but it will, in e fullness of time. i wana be in His season and timing.


prune me, teach me, rebuke me, change me, guide me, mould me, make me.


i onli wana be who u wan me to be, not whom i wana be.

Pruning Season


the process for pruning plants for future growth wld be painful if the plants had feelings, and since we as humans do haf feelings, the process is painful for us.



God deals w us in waes we wish He wldnt.


He cuts things out of our life that we wld like to hang on to. He often removes ppl tt are hinderin or holdin us back frm His will for us.


Sometimes we dun understand wat He is doin, but I realised tt it alwaez turns out well in e end if I relax and let Him do wat He wans to do.



God alwaez gets His wae in e end, and wrestling w Him only makes e process take longer & actualli makes it more painful.

good mornin!


its been awhile i last been so disciplined.



i slpt @ 2330h last nite. n here i am. 0457h. very awake. i realised tt i dun feel v tired. i dun feel tt my dark eye rings r gettin any worse. simplify it: i feel great!



i had enuf slp. and im goin to studie in awhile's time.



well. i was tinkin juz now. i shld maintain diz kind of lifestyle. i do not haf to slp so much. so as long i get my precious slp between 12midnite to 4am. tts e so-called 'golden hours' for the body to rest and recuperate, i heard.


healthy body. sufficient rest. balanced diet. more water. pimple-free!


wat i lack is exercise now.


diz shall be it. battlefield in e mind. to be honest, it was hard to get up @ diz hr. haa. but i can overcome it.


=D


cheers to new lifestyle! stop takin the easy wae out! it wld juz slow down the process of breaking thru to success!

nice~

my wallpaper~

movie tix! fav seat. row D in the middle. yuummmie!

take the lead


http://www.taketheleadmovie.com/#



wow. wow. wow. thumbs up for this movie.

juz wanted to go for movie on sat aft svc. grabbed jan to TM GV aft we left xpo.

its reali been a long while i last went to the theatres.



wheneva i feel tt i needa chill out. my 3 best options are as below:

1) to the beach
2) to the movies!
3) take a walk



yeay. so i took option 2 on sat. haa! n it was a great choice!


jan's goin to buy e soundtrack & me. im goin to buy e VCD. LOL!


i dun wana reveal too much abt e story. go watch iT~


cheers!

There was once a very well known opera singer.

He was like the pavaroti or the three tenors of his generation.


As such, he was a very well known person.

The songs he sang were full of emotion,able to captivate one's heart. The most special and captivating moment is always at the end of his performance. As his songs drew to a close, the man would always recite psalm 23.


"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside the still waters.
He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness


For His name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of theshadow of death,I will fear no evil;
For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever."


At the end of this psalm, the audience would always go wild, cheering madly,Asking for encores. Such was the popularity of this man.

However despite the quotation of this psalm, the man was not a christian.


The reason as to why he quoted psalm 23 at the end of all his perfomances was the fact that he loved the poetry behind the psalm.


One day, just before the man performed.


An old man came up to him.


Now, this old man was elderly, his hair was totally white and he walked with a limpdue to the fact of his age.


The old man came up to him and said " Mr so and so, you do not know me,but I'm am one of your greatest fan.


In nearly all of your concerts, i would attend faithfully without fail.
Not once have i not heard you recite psalm 23.


Now I'm old, just this once, would you let me recite psalm 23 on your behalf?"
The great man looked him over, thinking that it could very well be the old man's final concert, replied "sure!"


The conversation over, the old man returned to his seat and once again, the opera singer sung. It was fantastic, the crowd cheered wildly as he finished song after song.



As the performance drew to a close, the man invited the old man to the stage telling the audience "Normally I quote psalm 23 myself, this time, just once I've invited one of my greatest fans to quote it on my behalf."


Thus the man handed the microphone over to the old man.The old man looked all around him, the audience kept silent in anticpation of hearing him recited.


It would seem that to even utter a word would be inappropriate.Then, the old man spoke into the mic.



He was not a great speaker, his voice trembled as he spoke,never once had he recited it infront of so many people before.



Still, he spoke. As the old man continued, it would seem that the atmosphere changed, no one laughed, no one cheered, but all held their breaths.



He carried on, his strength seemingly being renewed as he spoke. As almost as quickly as he started, the old man finishd the psalm.


By now, everyone's eyes were tearing, some wept aloud openly.


Others could be seen dabbing their tears on their handkerchiefs.


People everywhere, none of them had a dry eye.


The old man hobbled off stage.


The Opera singer,throughly shaken asked him "what is this you have done?
All my life, I have quoted this psalm, never once was this effect ever seen.."


The old man replied "Ah! This my friend. For you, you know the psalm well. As for me, I know the one whom Im singing the Psalm to."


Truly, many of us may know the bible, some even say that we know God.


Are you the opera singer or the old man? =)

happie cake.

went over to cha's place on sundae. i wanted to learn how to make e happie cake.

it rained on sundae. so our meetg time delayed. still, we managed to get our stuff. even bought dabao n went up to her hse to eat.

well. we started of w meltin the butter. and moved on with gettin e right amount of each ingredient. my fav part was beatin e eggg white and addin e castor sugar in... flour.. n beat them til soft peaks. haa. new term. in layman terms. means beatin e mix til its v v v v smoooth like mousse. haa!

thank u cha for impartin diz skill to me. v fun. v nice. v happie. =D



a good fren told me diz todae: im oredi v tired of listenin to all diz.

wat can i do? i duno. helpless.
to be honest. i felt quite sad tt she said diz to me. e words had an impact on me. but i decided not to take it personali becoz i noe tt she's reali tired of not breakin thru.
i pray tt she will bash thru diz period of wilderness soon. i noe im not e best person to help. so God, i trust in U.
i love u, my fren. i hope tt years haf not made our frenship fade. though ppl come n go thru diz yrs. many more ppl appeared in my life over the years, but u haf nv been forgotten. at least not in my heart. God, renew diz frenship juz as new wine cant be poured into e old wine skin.


i need a stronger anointin n conviction in my walk w God.

my fav happie cupcake pix!

orange, green, purple, brown & pink. they r e batter mix for happie cake. not paint! looks like it though

these cupcakes r steamed le. nice? e color and resolution aint v good. becoz of my cam fone. 1.3megapixels onli. pai se.

diz is happie CUPcake. cha suggested we do small ones becoz its so CUTE!

diz is my big happie cake b4 its been steamed. like paint hor..

watch

i suddenli realised tt i need a watch.

i was browsin thru my fotos. and i saw e last watch which i had. its white color with white lil flowers on the clock face. V NICE!!!!

i forgot y i stopped wearin it. i tink becoz it was spoilt.

i wan a watch. a nice one. shld go take a look.

e return of JU-ON *gasps*

back to life! say cheeese!

we r tired.......

gordon dun seemed to be v hapie takin foto w me. =S

act cool-ers @ e back. act cute-rs in e font. *smiles*

me n cha. :. e black n white series.:

ahh!! goodness.

cha n me! i look tired. -______- nice earrings anywae! haa

me n jie.

grp foto!!!

i noe i haf posted one of diz pix earlier. but diz one clearer. can see e CHOC inside!!! yummie!

dinner @ ms clarity cafe

top view of fondue! look @ e marshmallows! so nice tt its almost gone!

chocolate fondue!!! ohooo~~

chicken gordon bleu frm MISS CLARITY CAFE

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Consequences.

everythin we do has its consequences. whether good or bad. they wil come back to u.

juz as e bible saes tt we will reap wat we sow.

i cant run away frm the consequences tt come frm the mistakes i committed in the past.

yes, im imperfect. and yes. i make mistakes. u din see wrongly. i am weak. but i thank God tt He is w me. changin me, mouldin me to be the person He wans me to be. when i am weak, He who is in me, is strong. n now. im made strong thru Him.

but its onli when i focus on Him. not on me. if i focus on myself, i am weak. when i focus on Him, i am strong.

i cant stand it when e past comes back to haunt me. but wat is it tt i can do? there r juz certain things tt r not within my control.

i teared. yes. i cried. not that i want things to go back to before as if nothing had happened.. but becoz i regret of e things ive done.

even if i dun like it, i haf to bear these consequences. even if its gona continue to bother me, yes, i haf to bear them.

juz regrettin alone isnt gona bring me anywhere. i repent. truly. repent.

its a painful lesson learnt. n i noe, e consequences arent juz gona stop here.

but im not gona allow guilt and shame take dominion of my tot life. God, u take control.

God has forgiven me and i forgive myself.
its a warfare. to be fought by myself w God against the enemy.

move on. w Him.

sore eyes.

this is my first time. and the last time, i confess, tt diz is gona happen to me.

i haf nv felt so miserable before. my left eye couldnt stop tearin thru Monday @ work.
As i was using the computer, my left eye kept tearing. there was a sharp pain. w all that.. it was a total yuckie package to come along w my flu and cough.

i felt like fainting. haa! so tt i wld lose my senses. goodness. haa. it was realli horrible.

when i was on my wae home, it got even worse. e tears streaming down my cheeks were like water runnin out from an open tap. it was so painful tt i could barely keep my eyes open.

e funnie thing is tt. e passengers on the same cabin as me were all lookin @ me with great concern. i guess they tink tt im sad and was crying. haa. becoz ive got flu, u see. i was sniffin away. and my tears juz kept rollin down. haa.

annie told me to look @ it in this way tt ppl in e world stil cares. !! haa! *positive*

when i alighted at tampines. i found it quite hard to see the way clearly. at tt moment, i onli noe tt i HAF TO GET HOME NOW! so i tried to walk faster. and yes, i got home. when mama saw me, she was shocked. and superly worried.

she saw a red eyed, flu-ey monster.. blowin her nose into e tissue paper. tts me. a monster. i look horrid. n i dislike it. a monster. -___-

e red eyed monster's condition got worse as nite approached. prayed and went to slp.

mornin! i woke up. i couldnt open my eyes. it was crazy.
e sunlight was too glaring tt i couldnt open my eyes. e sharp pain multiplied on its impact.
when i tried to open my eyes to focus on stg, my vision blurred.

i prayed. laid hands n claimed my healing. i was reali angrie w e devil. prayed for awhile.

wow! when i open my eyes, i felt better. but onli for awhile. e pain came back. grrr. but i stil trusted tt e full healing is manifesting.

went to e doc. and doc saes tt my sore eyes were caused by my nasal infection. its quite serious, i tot. i had a good chat w him. he was quite positive abt my condition becoz my eye is stil v reactive to light rays. juz tt he is concerned abt e sharp pains in e eye. so.. thursdae gota go back to review.

when i stepped out of the clinic, wow! e pain lessened alot. i was pretty amazed. becoz it was a big diff. when i was on e wae to e clinic, i couldnt realli see. in fact, i believe it was God's protection upon me tt i could get to the clinic safely. but when i was goin hm, i can open my eyes le. n e pain reali lessen alot.

e v thing is tt. e doc din drip any eyedrop durin e consultation. we onli tok. and he shone e torchlight into my eyes. tts all.

it hit me tt its God's healing! haa. slow to react. it was amazin.

it got better and better. juz tt my eye is stil red. stil alil uncomfortable. now i needa fight against my flu~~.
e doc actuali gave me 2 daes mc and haf to go back for review on thurs.

better days are ahead.

i dun wana fall sick. muz build up my health. yes.

decision + action = results.

y cant we submit to wat God commands?

becoz many times we love our flesh more than e Word of God.

sin is alwaez pleasurable to the flesh. tt causes the flesh to be in constant opposition with the Word.

Aft reading so many books written by the apostles, i believe we did realised tt these ppl mentioned in e bible.. alwaez went thru TOUGH times. n some of them got persecuted to an xtreme. they all 'killed' their flesh in order to allow God to use them in the greatest way!

[Galatians 2: 20] I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.

in the bible, Jesus says: [John 14: 15-16]
If you love Me, keep My commandments.
And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He may abide with you forever.

Don't just stop at verse 15. move on to verse 16. Jesus will pray for the Helper to abide w us foreva. which means, there's someone exactly like Jesus living in us when we love Him and keep His commandments.

To change. To obey. yes. requires us to make a decision. but e rest of it. We need to allow God to work in us and work thru us. It will alwaez be difficult to change with our own strength, wisdom. But when e Helper guides and teaches, we are able to let go of things which God doesnt want in our lives.

Let us not be over confident abt ourselves. in this sense, confident in our flesh.

Many times, we try change the way we act, think, speak, communicate, love but to no avail. Becoz we tink that we can change ourselves. we can do all things thru ourselves. It is not US who can change our bad habits and bad attitudes.

is tt wat e bible says? [Philippians 4: 13]
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

It is when we humble ourselves. our pride. our old paradigm. before e Lord. That's when God can change us. Yes, we needa sacrifice, we go thru pain.

But God is e one takin charge of this boat, not our flesh (which many times can be easily deceived by e devil's lies and false accusation). And we can thank God tt He is takin charge.

For wateva He called for, He will definitely provide for. He will grant us strength and grace to overcome in all situations just as He said in e Bible that we are more than conquerors in Christ!

James 4: 6
Therefore He says: "God resists the proud, But gives grace to the humble."

Let us humble ourselves before the Lord and allow Him to use us. All of us have yet to reach our maximum potential in Him.

So stop bringin the obstacles of pride and allow it to stand in the way of our walk w Him. That will only bring us further from Him.

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