im taking a 5 minute break from my work.
tired.
today. i experienced Him in a different way.
it was something so very tangible. i cant find the best word just yet
the day din start well at home. so i left home with a heavy heart. very heavy one.
but i thank God that He indeed gives me rest and peace.
it was a brand new week. i guess everyone went back to 'square one' over the weekend. we struggled alil to break into the nxt level. but when the Holy Spirit came, it was so tangible. so very tangible.
as pastor derek was praying, people starting falling under the power right at their seats. i was one of them...
God: you can be happy. i will take away the unhappy things and restore happiness, joy and peace. you will breakthrough.
i didnt know what was going on. but i felt a joy that was eliminating all the unhappiness. its like installing a new program on a laptop or something.
the joy was replacing all the old unhappy 'files' within me.
and people around.. i dont know where.. from the back i guess.. starting to laugh reall loud. they broke into holy laughter. i could sense the e joy of the Lord in that place. awesome.
i know the situation ahead is a big storm. i can see it with my physical eyes. but with my spiritual eyes, i already see the breakthrough happen. i will not give up.
over just less than 14 days of bible school, the thought of giving up came knocking on my door for a good 20 over times.
but im not going to give in. n give up on a God who is so real in my life.
i thank God for the SOT teammates i have.
they are awesome people. who are so supportive. and i really thank God for them.
i had a great time on train back with Jo on friday. she's awesome.
looking forward to more adventurous times with her.
i guess there's really more to come.
n of course with my china classmates, class is so fun! haa.
below are some pix which i kope from kel's LJ. ha. thanks ah!
[orientation day]
as you can see. this pix is a super snap. me n jo were totally unready! haaa.
but over here @ paya lebar, we won the other team with our creative ice kachang making and high speed of eating it up. haa.
[orientation day]
we were at chinese garden.
our dearest chen bin, huaqian and sheng ge ate so much chillis. our team won big time in this round. 300 over points while other groups av about 100+.
and mind you, the weather can kill.
TEAM 11!!!!!
i love all of you!
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its late.
but i decided to post an entry anyway.
tomorrow is going to be e 2nd week at school.
things kinda settle down more by now.
im anticipating on the assignments part.
went for the pm at JW today. met alot of my friends from choir. haa. in an environment where everyone was speaking in chinese. whether local or not. interesting.
it has been an awesome week.
moving in the anointing.
i got to KNOW HIM more. knowledge by experience.
the anointing that has been imparted to us can only be fully manifested in our lives until we exercise it.
if we keep it, it will just be potential energy.
just as our leaders would lay hands, pray for us etc.. i realised.. nth really happens after that. until we ACT upon the anointing.
that is when potential energy becomes kinetic energy! =D
God, im desperate for more of you.
give me more. =) just more of you and less of me.
im getting to know my new found friend, discipline, better over the week.
discipline will become my best friend. haa. amen!
met up with cha on saturday night.
she bought me LAO PO BING from yuen long, HONG KONG.
SO NICE!! yumz. thanks lovely.
and also... a very interesting.. note holder. in pink color. from Bangkok.
i enjoy simple and short time like that, spent with my darlings. awesome.
i want to become purer. put me through the fire.
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the first week of school is coming to an end.
i would say.
im experiencing the sifting and moulding.
like never before.
its a big price tag to see him.
to be pure. to be clean. to be purified. to be moulded.
but really. i am willing.
but its just the honeymoon this week. because assignments not here yet.
i took days to adjust to the waking up early. sleeping late. pinching myself to stay awake during peak dozing off hour. the new life schedule. im still adjusting to it.
i like it this way. busy. packed. but fulfilling.
left right up down sideways.
had CIC and GS over the last few days. the best CIC and GS i ever attended. its so good and revelational.
im exercising them before spiritual cholestrol sets in.
i dont think i will be able to blog so often.
because i believe from next week on, there'd be lesser time for me to hang ard on e net. haa.
if you really miss me, call me! =)
and yes, my chinese is improving. alot. practise indeed makes perfect.
im going off to get my spiritual battery charged n off to bed.
Now, i barely need 30seconds to fall asleep. haa!
take care, guys.
dont give up whatever you are doing even if its a rough patch, bite the bullet.
you will come out stronger than that rough patch.
overcomers overcome, not get overcomed.
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today is the start of my new adventure.
im so very looking forward to the next 4.5months.
im placed in a very special group.
a group of people who are very on fire, very fervent, very inspiring.
TEAM 11 is the most awesome people i met.
Our team consists of 1 korean, 8 mainland chinese, 1 malaysian, 15 singaporeans.
Spent 9hours OUTDOORS with TEAM 11 today, from 11am - 8pm. not all were here for orientation but it was already very good! we went on a journey of the amazing race.
Reaching home feeeling stinky, exhausted, muscle-aching all over.
After running from jw to chinese garden to vivo city to paya lebar to simei to expo... and then.. to marina south.
I think its worth it.
team spirit was built up strong as we went through the different teambuilding games together.
AND! our team came in 3rd for the game!!! yeay! there were 20 teams and we emerged the top 3! wooohooo! its really good to know that all the hard work is rewarded. haa!
im going to be with this group of people for the next 4.5 months. its really going to make a BIG difference in my life. im looking forward to knowing more about the mainland chinese. they are really fervent people.
i foresee that my chinese will improve tremendously over the next few months. dont be shocked if i use very pro chinese to communicate. haa! because im surrounded by so many pro chinese speakers everyday!
i want to start giving bible study in chinese soon!
this whole day was so very fruitful. and it will move from glory to glory!
there's just so much that happened today that i cant type them all in.
two words to sum up.......
PARADIGM SHIFT.
my physical body can take up to such a stretch.
emotions can be controlled if you really want to even in the most chaotic times.
mainland chinese are very fun people to hang out with.
there actually are fervent mainland chinese around, not religious ones.
team spirit can be built up in one day. of course, overcoming things together.
a leader is not one who runs away but to the problems and responsibilities.
SOT board expects you to report school at 845am even though the event on the day before ended really late, leaving everyone super tired due to the activities.
i can wake up at 5am and get ready to go out. Reaching JW @ 810am.
there's actually more. and its just the first day of ORIENTATION. not classroom impartations or teachings. WOW!
regretted you didnt sign for SOT 2007? no problem, you sure can be early for 2008!
there's more to come!!!!! =D
THANK GOD.
and i vow to give you all the praise.
*muacks*
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i will trust in you.
let the weak say i am strong in the name of the lord.
the change ahead. the new move of anointing ahead.
tremendous things are going to happen.
i am weak, i am not perfect.
but i am willing.
i receive the call.
here i am, send me.
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annie told me that she came across this fruit juice stall that sells cactus juice..
it really made me wonder..
how does it taste?
maybe i should find out from a friend.
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Thursday, April 12, 2007 Y
see what i've got to share today.
after a long day.. here's stg to relax..
i got myself a cup of ice cream as i was doing this..
haa. thank God my results aint cookie dough! =X
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Frankly, you are nuts and you don't give a damn! You've got it all- you're a loving, caring person who enjoys getting wild & crazy and has a mind completely open to new experiences. You are a barrel of laughs and always up to something. You could probably stand to tone it down some and get your head out of the clouds, but there's nothing wrong with livin' it up now and then, and you certainly do! |
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 Y
你懷著傷口 在人海獨自漫遊你低著頭
不再看星座以為沒人懂
就狠狠關上窗口可是這寂寞
原來每個路人都懂
＊你我都有過 擁抱一樣的難過
給我你的雙手 讓我貼近你(的)胸口（真心擁有）
溫柔在流動 擁抱復活的感動
沉默都能夠交流 心緒化做心跳的節奏
想哭的時候 竟想起我的笑容
流下的淚光 原來會在暗中閃爍
天空 如果要烏雲飄過 就陪你等候
你在害怕什麼 我在雨後城市中看到彩虹
Repeat（＊）
不管宇宙多遼闊 擁抱拉近你我 的星球
作詞：陳信延 作曲：Lee Sang-Ho 編曲：動靜音樂
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it was an exciting match last night between man u and romas.
i was very impressed at the speed that man u was scoring. and ultimately.. winning romas...
Man U - 7
Romas - 1
can any match get more interesting than this.
first time in my life, i stick ard till the match was over. haa.
*claps for romas' sportmanship*
*claps for man u's outstanding performance*
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thank you for your love.
thank you for understanding my agony.
thank you for being who you are in my life.
i love you because you first loved me.
during this time every year, im reminded of how you demonstrated your love; in a very visual way.
just how much is my love for you compared to your love for me?
the best i can give is all that i am.
i love you.
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Saturday, April 07, 2007 Y
what the heart loves, the mind dwells on.
what have been on your mind the most these days?
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xiaoyun shared something that blessed me alot.
家不是一个讲道理的地方、
家是一个讲感情的地方。
let us not come together each time to fight it out on who's right or wrong. but lets come together for the purpose of loving one anohter.
this is family.
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some stuff to share
'Whatever you do, don't shut off your pain; accept your pain and remain vulnerable. However desperate you become, accept your pain as it is, because it is in fact trying to hand you a priceless gift: the chance of discovering. what lies behind sorrow.'
'The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny.' -- Albert Ellis
"The love in your heart wasn't put there to stay; love isn't love until you give it away."
"The measure of love is to love without measure."
"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."
"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it's the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship."-- Ralph Waldo Emerson
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guess what i found...
pix taken during cny gathering!
syl & ling.
rol & ling.
me & ling.
syl wanted to squeeze in the pix.. but...
finally. me & na.
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cool eh.
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