Thursday, August 31, 2006 Y
todae's such a wet dae
in e mornin, i woke up becoz i heard my mama sae :
mei mei! wakeup! its oredi 6+.. there's no sunlight not becoz its stil midnite but becoz its rainin!
i find e whole sentence so funnie. haa. wat a wae to wake me up.
i was wonderg wat to wear n stuff becoz there's presentation for my sales management class todae. n im doin the presentation. hee.
lookg forward to presentation!
e rain stopped when i was goin out. when i reached e bus stop.. i felt -__- . there were so many ppl! thank God a double decker came. but its stil as squeezieee... n i was on e fone w sis huijun.
w a plastic bag, my pinkie bag and a fone to hold. i reali had to xercise my balancin skills on packed bus which i boarded.
managed to grab a seat n continued tokin on e fone.
i got a shock of wat i saw when e bus reached bedok.
heavy rain! o man. until i alighted at e bus stop, it was stil rainin!
i took out my 30 pg presentation notes.. heee. n guess wat i did? yes.. take it as shelter.
ran all e wae across the road to my ofc. i was stil WET. n my notes were drippin water.
reached e ofc @ 859am. haa. on time! but WET.
its sucha a cold dae...
i misss e sun~!
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one of my msn contact nick writes :
i noe of someone who killed the bear with his bear hands. -msg me to find out more
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i love dreams. or rather. i love to dream. ha!
n i alwaez haf interestg ones durin my slp.
diz mornin. i woke up w a very fruitful feelin.
i sat up n recall my dream. n i realised tt i dreamt tt i went for a mission trip! haa.
it was a rather vague impression of wat i did and who exactly were with me.
i nv felt so fulfilled in my dreams b4.
i wan more dreams!!!!
n dreams do come to past.
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my soul cries out for more of You.
i wana be consumed, from the inside out.
Heb 12:29
"... For our God is a consuming fire"
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i look old w tt hair.. see e gloss on my lips? hee.
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There comes a time when we simply have to face the challenges in our lives and stop backing out.
~John Eldredge~
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006 Y
I'll rise with you in the wake of the morning
I'll walk with you in the cool of the night
Every single day
Im devoted to Your ways
Only Yours, Only Yours
And I surrender all to You
And I surrender all to You
And I surrender all to You
And I surrender all to You
When Im weak You are strong
You're my feet when I cant move on
You're the light in the dark
You're the whisper inside my heart
I'm all for You
I'm all for You
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There is alwayz something left to love.
And if you haven't learnt that,
you haven't learnt nothing.
~Lorraine Hansberry~
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God, tell me wat to do when i duno wat to do anymore.
when im lost in situations and cant find the answers to them.
when i tried yet did not get to where im supposed to be.
when i attempted yet failed.
when i am left w e doubts.
when i am disappointed.
when someone turns away frm me even when i loved so much.
when i no longer find strength in myself.
when i haf no more counsel.
when no one is w me.
when im so overwhelmed.
when im fearful.
when im tired.
its when im at e end of myself, God can start to do a work in my life.
i got reminded of Jehosaphat when the cities of Judah got surrounded by the enemies.
2 Chronicles 20 : 3-4
And Jehoshaphat
feared, and
set himself to seek the Lord, and
proclaimed a fast throughout all Judah.
So Judah gathered together to ask help from the Lord; and from all the cities of Judah they came to seek the Lord.
Throughout the chapter, we can see that Jehosaphat constantly reminded himself who God is and wat He has done.
thank You for the answer.
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in any case when we've done stg wrong or did not do stg which we shld haf done, we gotta learn to pluck up our courage to face e consequences n bear responsibilities instead of runnin away or leave it danglin there.
it doesnt help at all to shelf it becoz at e end of e dae, it wil not be solved until we do stg abt it. tt thing wil keep ringin in our minds and disrupt our daily lives which sh;d be so rejoiceful & happie! when we humble ourselves to admit our mistake and do wat we can, things can take a turn.
juz like in e old warehse, where ppl juz throw in their inventories without stackin them up and puttin them in e rite places. wheneva stocks come in, they juz chunk them into e warehse n dun take e conscious effort to clean up e place, do stock taking of the inventories & tidy up.
even when e place gets dirty by spilled coffee, they'l juz leave it as it is.
at e end of 3 years, cobwebs will form. it gets so very dirty tt no one wld wana go clean up. becoz if someone were to reali go clean up e place, it wldnt juz take one week to finish clearin up. its so much more tedious.
our spiritual warehse gota be well taken care of. when there's a coffee spill in our lives, we need to see to it and allow the Holy Spirit to come and clean us up. tts e purification part tt none of our flesh wld like.
sometimes, it wld require us to put in xtra effort to tink thru and xercise greater self discipline or to gif up certain things tt we realli love, in order to clean up our warehse.
but one thing i can assure all of us is tt, coffeee stains are easier to clean off immediately than tryin to clean it 3 years later. it'd be so much more tedious to settle issues if we juz sit on it n wait.
at e end of e dae, i believe none of us wan to haf any coffee stains uncleaned left in our lives rite?
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lizard tattoo on clara. nice shoes there! ha!
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the lizard on her ankle area..
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ive got my cyber color lip gloss! yes, e one which i mentioned juz some daes back
praise e Lord.
thanks so much for the blessin, jan!
God is so good. He indeed gives me e desires of my heart. =D
check e pix out.
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cyber color frm SASA! frm evadearest jan~~
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cyber color! hee.. i love it!
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006 Y
PANDITHANAHALLI
any idea wat izit, anybody? heh.
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i was so very xcited tt i cldnt slp on sundae nite.
aft much bloggin and readg. i went to pray. thereaft, it was oredi 3am.
i automatically woke up @ 6am. i was reali wide awake becoz i had an appt w God @ 615am.
its juz awesome. i felt v refreshed and got ready to set off.
when i reach e ofc. i felt e blues hittin me. hard.
its like. e first time i felt tt wae over e last few mths. my colleagues were kinda shocked tt i was so lethargic. haa.
n guess wat. on daes like diz, i reali dun like to be disturbed. but its alwaez on daes lidat.. interestg things happen.
my desk became the runway for the ants to model themselves! wat happened? i reali duno. i took time to clear them n sprayed alil insecticide. but thank God they aint cockroaches. i guess i'd faint rite away.
nth much on a mondae. cld onli be lookg forward to dinn meet up w sis xiaoyun aft clearin my mountain of paper.
i look horrid on mondae~. -____-
it wasnt a great start of e week but i believe things wil improve as i slp earlie, become more understandin, gettin more sensitive to e guidance of e Holy Spirit. it shal be a GOOD TUESDAE! YES!!!
tiredness isnt gona pull me down.
i shall be like e ants. even when there's a road block ahead, i will stil be able to find a wae out as i continually dilligently search for it.
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diz is wat happens when i slp @ 3 and wake up @ 6. haven had mondae blues for awhile. i better slp earlie.
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met up w sis xiaoyun for dinner.
yeay. long awaited dae. hee.
we were v hungrie but din haf any special cravings.
we actuali stood in e middle of tampines mall n started chattin abit. haa.
ended up at level 4. e Hong Kong Central Cafe.
she ordered pork chop cheese baked rice + grass jelly & soya bean. while i ordered chicken chop cheese baked rice + lime & plum drink w rock sugar. n we added in a dessert.hee. yummie.
i miss catchin up w her. haa. it was a great time n i did njoy.
we tok so much tt we almost forgot tt she's supposed to help me do e financial analysis. haa. yeay.
i realised tt i haven been plannin on my finances well and keepin awareness on my cashflow. but nonetheless, its not too late to start todae.
when we were done, i look at e list and e constraints i haf to stay within. i felt so -___-
i gota cut down on alot of shoppin for e sake of my studies' $.
its a good sacrifice. but painful. im stil digestin it. and i haf made a decision to stick to it.
i will be a good steward of His money! =D
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sis xiaoyun! yeay!
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e menuu
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yummiee. left is mine. e right is sis xiaoyun's
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Monday, August 28, 2006 Y
our dessert. mixed fruit sago.. stg stg. i forgot e name. quite nice yea!
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my fone was totali off when i left e hse. goodness.
got a shock to see e blank screen on my beauty N7310 when i was nearin e MRT station.
tried to on it afew times but to no avail. took e battery out, took e sim card out.. clean them.. did all i can. yet... no reaction. *ah!*
but i rem tt i did charge my fone aft my fonecall last nite. welll.. my battery was faulty. so gota take note of it when its chargin.
i guess i juz gota get a new spare battery if i dun wana be uncontactable by my lovelies.
anywae. tts juz e appetiser. get ready guys. i tink its reali gona be a long one. haa
met up w apple on e wae to orchard.
i tink its been awhile i went there shoppin. i actuali cldnt find my wae to wisma's daniel yam boutique. i cldnt believe myself. haa. i reali miss shoppin!
i njoyed myself tt noon. i juz find joy in dollin apple up. =)
she bought her dress w e shawl.. its awesome. i love it.
she tried on another one.. which e color i reali love. but we both prefer the cuttin n design of e one she bought. so yeay. tt xplains the decision.
next wld be shoes and accessories!
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managed to settle down in foyer 3 aft runnin ard lookg for bro shixiong to pass him e receipts for our cg's evangelistic cg meetg on friday. foyer 3 was so crowded!
pheew.
din join e guys for fellowship aft svc becoz had plans w sis huijun to head to my hse aft svc! hee. fellowship and settle some admin.
read 2 articles frm e harvest times aft compilin the attendance as i was waitin for sis huijun and erieck to be back to join me.
i thank God for tt short but pleasant surprise. *smiles*
wow. i haf to emphasize tt its good to spend time alone w God even when u r out. even when u r at foyer 3. even when e surroundin is super distractin. even when there r so many ppl ard u tokin, eatin, drinkin and lookg ard. ha! *winks*
diz is wat i got durin my time @ foyer 3 :
God brought me to a point of focus.
Often, when problems overwhelm us in our daily lives, we become more self oriented, wantg to spend more time alone to solve our own issues, being distracted frm Him.
It isnt tt we dun love God anymore,we r juz overwhelmed by the cares of our lives.
The power of focus makes a big impact in our lives. Good or bad, it depends on our choice.
When we get overwhelmed by the problems in our lives and choose to focus more time and effort on how to solve the issues and situations, less time wld be channeled to spendin time w Him.
We only haf 24 a dae, God doesnt multiply our time. but He definitely can multiply e effectiveness of the work of our hand.
Once we lift our focus to God, all the rest of e issues tt r unsettled wil soon come to a point of calmness. Becoz all the answers that we need is in Him. yes. ALL means ALL. relationship issues, family problems, personal struggles, financial crisis, anything tt concerns all tt we r involved in our lives.
The answer is right there.
Some problems in our lives are like stubborn stains on the car. The Word of God is liken to the cleaning agent (detergent) and the Holy Spirit is the water that washes away e dirt and stains.
But we all noe that stubborn stains dun juz go when e detergent and water washes thru. we needa put in xtra effort to rid it off. scrubbin again n again.
There r juz some issues in our lives tt requires more effort and time and strength frm us to overcome. It may not be settled rite away but have faith in the cleaning agent and water!
Galatians 6 : 9
And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.
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congrats sis evyette!
happie promo day! sounds funnie. haa.
but yea. my lovely sister, fren, leader, mentor got promoted todae. im super happie for her!
gave her a surprise. thank God tt e surprise was a success. haa! prepared flowers, card, and of course, a prezzie for her. barney bought her a bag, tts v her style.
reali glad tt she loves them all!
n of course, she loves us all!
thank u thank u n thank u. zillions, millions of thank u wldnt be enuf. but stil.. thank u! =)
im grateful for such a fren in my life. someone who's so open to share, transparent and loving. someone who knows the way, shows the way, goes the way.
ive learnt so very much. my life has been changed so very much. its all becoz of her frenship and leadership.
one of e most impt thing ive learnt :
without love, we r nothing.
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glam ladie w beautiful flowers.. but background abit unglam. haa! CONGRATS my dear sister!
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din stay in xpo for too long aft svc todae.
headed to Bugis w some N211s, n347s and of course s23s darlinks for lunch.
everyone seemed tired. but we all njoyed e fellowship. i personalli njoyed myself alot w nicole. haa. she's so cute.
mark, baby nic, maurice, jan n myself went shoppin for awhile aft lunch. n kel joined us shortly aft. e rest of them headed to either JW to help out dialect svc or to NLB to help out e event. it was so sweet of mark and maurice to gentlemenly wait for us outside e shops as me n jan did our window shoppin.
wow wow wow. there's so much i wana buy. but yea. gota be wise. =) i din buy anythin. there were so much eye candies in bugis tt i reali hope tt i can buy them all.haa.
saw diz lip gloss tts super nice @ SASA. e color and gloss is v v nice. i love e shimmer. its called : cyber color. haa. im gona buy it next week. its a confirm. haa. n there's so much tt i saw ard.. if im gona mention them all, i dun tink i can eva end my entrie. haa!
we went to TCC to chill out aft tt. or rather.. we took turns to haf our power nap. mark started e ball rollin. haa. i tink he's reali tired aft stayin up to do up e cards n all. kel, jan n myself played w nic. she's reali so active. -__- i felt so tired. haa. den! kel went to powernap.
n den it was my turn. haa. so unglam when i dozed off @ TCC. shall not post e pix tt Jianlee snapped when i fell aslp. eeeks. but i woke up reali refreshed.
thereaft, e guys went to MS for their dinn and movie. while alvin came over to meet up w jan n me. hee. dinn blessin frm alvin to me n jan. second sundae dinn blessin in 2 consecutive weeks. haa. den we went for movie. CLICK.
its a good show. super heartfelt. i cried my hearts out. i shall blog abt tt again.
i juz wana sae tt. i love todae. i reali njoyed myself. so much tt i cant get to bed now. haa!
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baby nic @ xpo foyer 2. she juz woke up frm her beauty slp.
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when we're @ TCC. =D cutie nicole! such a darlink, like wat jan alwaez saes. haa! i love her!
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nicole: helolo!
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God told me to be xpectant for Sunday.
i din noe wat was on its wae. i could onli be lookg forward to it.
i tot stg wld happen yet it din. but den again, stg did happen. yet, its not e situations tt took a change. but it was stg within me tt had a change.
God changed my perspective abt e issue tts been on my mind for e last 2 weeks, since FOP.
im not as flustered, anxious, disturbed. but aft todae, im trustin in Him even more. whether things r gona work out anot. whether things r gona happen anot.
Philippians 4 : 7
and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
i will wait.
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happie berthdae darlin! love ya! *muacks*
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Sunday, August 27, 2006 Y
happie berthdae my darlin.
shawnanananaaa!!! HAPPIE HAPPIE BERTHDAE, MY DARLIN!
happie 21st! welcome to e club! hee. i got e license to tell u tt. but its not necessary a good thing to be happie abt. -__-
rem our date on Monday. hee.
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messy hair w a princessie necklace. smiles!
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Saturday, August 26, 2006 Y
late nite walk
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ended up at e bus stop where i wait for my bus every mornin.
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its good to spend time w God alone. even when u r not hm.
din wana go hm rite away aft i reached tampines last nite. felt like goin to e beach but annie's not ard. i juz wanted some time to chill out, not at starbucks.
aft i alighted e bus at e interchange, i juz continued to walk ard.. i reali njoy tt. i like spendin time alone w God walkin.
it was reali quiet last nite. or mayb it wasnt, becoz i was pluggin into my prettie nano, listenin to worship songs.
i felt tt i need a new touch frm God. i needa breakthru frm where i am. there's a tremendous hunger n burden within me tt i wana persevere on not w my own strength or human intellect but w my God's power and grace.
i thank God tt i felt a touch when i was sittin at e bus stop. i felt so much refreshed and strengthened. greater things ahead r waitin for me.
spendin time out for almost an hour plus was like barely 10mins. it was oredi 1am when i realised e time.
the secret to our strength is to find rest in Him.
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got hm feelin refreshed. apologies for e messy hair. tts how im like when im hm. haa! n yes. i took it when i was in my toilet. =P
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it was an awesome fridae.
CG was great yestie. im glad tt my fren, MR TOH, came along w us and did njoy himself. though CG was all the wae to marymount view, he made e effort to meet me up. thank u thank u.
yestie was sushi fiesta for our CG. it was realli fun.
everyone exercised their creativity in makin their sushi. n i reali like tt.
it wasnt easy for them too! becoz they had to be so nice to one of our judges, mr alvin, who doesnt eat seaweed! havin to avoid usin seaweed, yet makin it look like sushi, was a test i wld sae. hee. e panel of judges were Sis huijun, Alvin & myself. haa. so fun.
i personalli like noel's grp's creation. its v nice. they actuali use e egg omelette to make into e shape of a crown and e rice to form S23. nicee. once e pix r ready, i will post them up rite here.
actuali, apple's sushi oso not bad. i felt like its so Da Chang Jin. haa! i tink she reali njoy it. haa! although there's only 1 winner among e 4 grps, i tot tt everyone did reali well.
there was so much food, i tink we all left hm feelin super full. *heartfelt*
i love s23!
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big boxes! yea yeay! new DELL desktop. but y dell, rena asked. haa. i'l pass tt qn on to my bro. =P well, im stil stickin to my beautiful lappie. unless it gives up on herself, i wil nv abandon her!
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17 inch flatscreen. yay!
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nice? i tink its nicer den e one we used to own. i like my pink walls! heee
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the aftermath. bye oldie oldie!
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Friday, August 25, 2006 Y
i reali muz thank God for my precious leader.
i love tokin to her over e fone. since duno when, we've been spendin more time on e fone. n i thank God for all e quality time she spent w me. aft each conversation, i alwaez feel so encouraged, inspired, motivated, challenged to tink and breakthru. and i noe tt im reali not alone in every situation tt i face.
i juz had a conversation w her. we tok for abt an hour. we touched on many topics.
we came to an agreement tt in makin e most important decisions in our lives, e answer tt we get frm God is to wait and trust.
me: how wil it be, God? how? i wana noe? wil it be?
God: wait.
me: but. how wld it be possible, wld it reali be so? wat abt.. etc etc etc
God : be confident in urself. wait on.
i am comforted tt God is makin things movin reali slow, very very slow.
as much as i wld like to type more, diz is not e time.
i tink if i were stil e same old me 1year back, i wld haf juz went ahead w wat my flesh tells me to do. n spoil e beautiful pix tt God is painting for me.
i thank God for e fear of e Lord which is increasing in me each dae.
Even as there r many things which i dun understand, i learn to yield to Him and trust. n indeed, i xperienced so much breakthrus den eva b4 as i obey.
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thank God for diz. =P
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i juz posted an entrie abt ginger yestie.
n todae. my mama cooked a dish.. w LOADS of ginger slices in it.
i almost fainted on e spot.
apart frm tt dish, its veggies and my fav campbells' CHUNKY soup.
so i onli had veggies and CHUNKY.
thank God for creatin CHUNKY recipe. haa!
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Thursday, August 24, 2006 Y
yet again, another packet of raisin buns.. mama!! pls stop buyin them! i dun like to eat buns!
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i prefer all diz in my cupboard. yea. i haf a cupboard specialli to put my munchies. hee. e inventories run low rather fast diz daes..
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diz aint too bad either! haa. better den BUNS!
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Hide Me Now
Under Your Wings
Cover Me
Within Your Mighty Hands
When The Oceans Rise And Thunders Roar
I Will Soar With You Above The Storms
Father, You Are King Over The Flood
I Will Be Still Know You Are God
Find Rest My Soul
In Christ The Lord
Know His Path
In Quietness And Trust
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Canoeing to my destiny
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006 Y
I feel tt life is like a canoeing trip.
i first tot of rowin a boat.. but.. i tink nowadaes ppl canoe more den they row boat unless they r fishermen. haa! den again, we all are. LOL.
some of us wil go and learn swimming to make sure we r prepared to canoe.
yes, e dae of canoeing is here.
even b4 we set sail, we identify our destination, we put on our life jackets and all. and yes, here we are, all ready to go!
e start is usuali e tougher part becoz we needa get ourselves into momentum. n we juz keep paddling.
as we paddle, afew things may happen:
1) A quick gush of water may come and shake our canoe.
2) A wave may come tt will cause us to even lose our balance on e canoe.
3) Lose the control of the direction that our canoe is going.
4) To feel tired of paddling and want to give up
5) Get dehydrated aft awhile not drinkin water
6) To feel lonely, with no one ard us supporting us, cheering us on.
7) Go the wrong direction
8) A big wave tt comes and overturn our canoe.
which eva happens, we gota calm ourselves down and keep paddling. for once we stop, there's nth we can do against e situation ard us. as we paddle, will find a wae out of wats goin on.
i can assure u tt either of diz 8 will sureli happen. confirm chope chope chope. haa. not a saddist but tts e truth.
but e most likely tt will occur is e tot of givin up. becoz our hands wld feel so strained n tired aft paddlin such a distance. n to keep up w e momentum, its even more tedious.
each time i feel tt wae, i will turn back, tinkin of goin back to where i started. BUT! when i realised ive come so far, i'd juz stick to e decision of headin ahead.
i rem there was once, i juz felt like vomitin. but i juz went on. eeks. yuckie feel. in e middle of e oceans, den so much water. there's nth but water.
n i tot: wat am i doin to myself? LOL!
pressin on to e destination n there, we thank God n praise Him! haa! tt FINALI, its over. its fun but tirin. its sucha xperience. and we realise tt our hands start to feel tired and suan. becoz muscles are being trained!
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i shall not do any further xplanation. but i reali feel tt diz kind be liken to our spiritual walk.
Psalm 46
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some of u mite noe tt i reali dislike ginger to e max.
all e more tt i dislike it, i keep munchin onto it.
wheneva my mama cooks soup for me, i alwaez chew on e piece of ginger which i tot its a potato.
im impressed by myself tt i can actuali tink tt e ginger is a potato.
it happened dozens of times.
even when i go out to haf meals, i wld alwaez bite on ginger. its reali eeeks.
does e phrase: [wat u fear most wil come and haunt u e most until u breakthru] apply in diz situation?
i hope not. i reali hope not.
i dun like ginger tea. i dun like ginger slices. i dun like ginger!!!! eeeeeeeeks.
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ive put up e blog patrol thingie which i saw in kel's blog. yeay!
so now, i wil noe how many ppl visits my blog everydae. haa. for wateva reasons.
anywae, i read kel's blog diz noon n felt reali encouraged. i wana haf FAITH!
here's e link :
http://icequeenkel.blogspot.com
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new direction for me: POST
not postman tt post. haa!
Pure.
Open.
Spiritual.
Transparent.
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some pix to share!
i guess i gota take more pix le.
if not, it'd juz be words n words n words. n chunks of them.
*snappsss*
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durin FOP. alil blur though. lets take more pix diz fri durin our sushi fiesta!
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barNey & jer w bouncie birdiee heads. =D
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nice pix! beautiieesss. i love them! *muacks*
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grp foto! yeay!
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Love requires self control.
Just as i love YOU.
i wana control myself from loving other things or persons more than loving YOU.
We will not operate in any of the fruit of the Spirit without self control. The fruit of the Spirit is not abt how we FEEL, but abt wat we choose to DO.
The Bible has so much to say abt self control. Self control is a fruit of the Spirit that we are to develop and choose to operate in. God gives us self control so we can discipline ourselves. Without self control, we cannot haf the things that we desire.
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006 Y
Every Choice has a Cost
there's a price to pay for everythin we do. everythin we wan to have. every decision tt we make. everythin.. everythin.. everythin.
juz as wat ive learnt in Econs last sem, at the core of economics is the notion that 'there is no free lunch'. for everythin wld require a price. a fren may buy us lunch, making it 'free' to us, but there still is a cost to someone.
the cost of any choice is the value of the best opportunity forgone in making it.
when we decide on goin on a holidae at e wrong time, we r payin e price of gettin our work done up efficiently and effectively. thereaft, suffer e stress of work being accumulated.
when we decide on waking up earlie to be on time for class or work, we pay e price of our precious slp. haa! so heartfelt.
when we decide on allowing our emotions overrun us, we pay e price of being objective to solve problems and situations in the best way & njoying the journey of being stretched.
even when we decide to take a lazy afternoon nap, we pay e price of the time which can be used to do other more effective stuff.
So when we decide to slumber in our spiritual life, we haf to pay e price of a life tt is full of xcitement n fulfillment w Him.
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Someone once said :
No one is truly happy if he has what he wants but only if he wans something he shld haf.
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fuunnnie. haa! FYI, tts jer's hand.. look at his thumb? haa!
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happie berthdae barney.
its ur special happie dae. indeed. happie barney dae.
its kinda interestg how i got to noe her and how our relationship juz developed. i thank God for such a great
barney sister.
wisdom and maturity in handlin issues, tts one of which God has granted her. The leader within is birthin out of the manager!
we haf grown together. ppl who brave thru times together are not juz mere acquaintances anymore but frenz close to e heart.
i believe God wil bring our frenship on to the next level as we continue to run together. the latter will alwaez be better than the former.
made plans todae to celebrate her berthdae. interestg. hasnt done such a thing for a long time. created an impression to her tt many of us aint gona make it for dinner w her.
got a 'stranger' to pass her a slip tt writes : dear qiaofen, meet u @ #02-49/50. signed off as ur secret admirer.
diz stranger, apparently, is my choir fren. saw him walk pass as i was keepin a lookout for someone to hand e slip over. he is e best choice! but he kinda gave our surprise away.
choir fren : here's a slip for u. dun ask me anythin, i duno. u ask her later k. *went off*
barney: ? huh? haa.
diz is so funnie. n w her wisdom and sharpness in e spirit, she shld haf guessed as much. haa. n abel was @ pastamania (#02-49/50) waitin for her to come.
thereaft, na went in. and my turn was here.
e rest of them came in later w a cake. we sang her a berthdae song. haa.
can see tt she's shocked and happie. had a good dinner tokin to Kori & Vivien.
im glad tt barney njoyed!
i love S23!!!!
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happie berthdae my dear barney. love u loads. HAPPIE BARNEY DAE!
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Monday, August 21, 2006 Y
the agony of havin expectations yet not wantg to be disappointed.
we all come to this cross road, where to head to? e compass is sayin to e left, yet e reality and ur mind is sayin to e right. e answer is obvious yet difficult.
y is it so tough to make that decision which the compass tells us. becoz there is fear.
i wana be so much closer to You. For in You, there is no fear. Love eliminates fear.
1 John 4 : 18
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.
Lord, teach me how to draw closer to You so much more.
I choose to trust in You.
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The Potter and The Clay
I have not learnt pottery before. and neither have many of us, i believe. e onli person i noe who went thru a proper pottery class is RENA.
But i guess kneading the plasticine or playdoh wldnt sound unfamiliar to many of us though.
Plasticine was e most popular material used in art lessons durin my daes back in primary schoool. I love to buy alot of different colored plasticines and knead them to the shapes and sizes i like them to be.
As I got busier w skool work, my 'commitment' to all the kneadin of the plasticines wasnt as much as before. they were left on the shelves for months.
I stil remember when I went to clear my shelves, i found these long forgotten plasticines.
I tried to play w them and knead them like before. Yet it was not as soft, not as kneadable like before. Becoz its been left there for too long and there's a smell comin out frm it.
I tried to sprinkle some water to make them softer. Some of it, yes, it became softer. Yet some others were so hard tt I had to give up.
Eeeks. It became an useless piece of dough which the onli exit for it was to e bin.
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He is the one kneading our future. We are the ones who are being kneaded.
Some of us been ard for quite some time. And it is reali easy for us to become tough 'doughs' if we do not allow e sprinklin of the Holy Spirit to come and take charge of our lives.
There are 2 kinds of response to the Word when we r convicted.
1) We change. (allowance to God's moulding and dealing despite of the pain)
2) We rebel. (refusal to listen, refusal to submit, feignin ignorance)
And all of it comes frm the heart.
When He comes, He touches the heart. Thereaft, renewing the mind, the wae we tink, e wae we act. The heart makes the decision and the mind carries out the decision of the heart.
W/o the openness of heart, nothing can be transmitted or imparted. No change can be done.
Hardening of the heart is a very dangerous thing becoz we no longer want to hear from Him even when He is speaking to us.
Was tokin to Apple abt this in e afternoon.
Does God still speaks to us when we haf sinned countless and disobeyed Him?
He stil loves us the same. Becoz its not our obedience that makes God loves us more.
When we obey, it juz allows more of His grace to flow into our lives.
Its not that He aint speakin to us, but e sins that we r holdin onto distants us frm Him.Our sin stands in the way, affecting our hearin frm Him. It may even be tt our sinful nature refuses to listen to wat He is saying.
No matter how dirty or smelly the plasticine have become, the sprinkling of the Holy Spirit can renew its life and make it into a useful piece again IF the dough is willing to absorb the sprinklings & kneading.
Isaiah 64 : 8
But now, O Lord, You are our Father; We are the clay, and You our potter; And all we are the work of Your hand.
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Happiness is
a way of mind,
a way of life.
The happiness which brings enduring worth to life is not the superficial happiness that is dependant on circumstances.
It is the happiness and contentment that fills the soul in the midst of the most distressing of circumstances.
~Billy Graham~
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the higher level of trust is to wait despite the duration of it, despite when things are not happening and yet not lose hope
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Fresh Manna
Walking in the newness of Christ.
2 Corinthians 5 : 17
Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold all things have become new.
We thank God for all the revelations He has given to us yesterday, and before. We take them on to change and move on in life. but we need to have fresh manna everydae. juz as all things become new when we r in Him. as we walk w Him daily, we will xperience new things.. DAILY!
This can be liken to the very act of breathing.
We take in a new breath almost every other second. It is a small yet very important act.
In everydae lives, we wld breathe in n out. and not live on w e old breath.
If we realli do, not breathing out e old breath and take in a new breath, our face wld turn purple. den its bye bye~
Receiving revelations is like breathing. We need to breathe in new revelations every other day, every other hour. So that our spiritual life wldnt turn purple.
Breathin out the revelation, sharin w others can bless e ppl and bless ourselves too. Remember the Sea of Galilee & e Dead Sea?
When there's an outflow, there'd be an input. When there's an input, there muz be an outflow for e next input.
What is the state of our spiritual life now?
Pink in health or there r signs of 'purpling'?
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Sunday, August 20, 2006 Y
how does it feel when we fall in love?
happie? xcited? cheerie? all smiles?
wantg to see tt person? wantg to noe more abt him or her? and not juz tt, of course, wantg to noe him or her personalli more n more?
even sittin beside him or her, even when there's no conversation, we'd feel happie.
im in love!
im fallin in love w Him everydae over n over again!
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the greatest revelation of all
is to come to the knowledge of who we reali r in God.
breakin it down to further details, wld be how He looks at us, what He tinks abt us, how will He react when we make a mistake. wat authority do we hold as we serve Him.
what He speaks to us regarding our future.
with diz know and internalizin of spiritual bread, we can fight the insecured feel that comes our way.
dun tink of how He will wana look at us. but noe exactly what does He sees in us.
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Saturday, August 19, 2006 Y
The Decisive Moment
Romans 10 : 17
So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.
When e word is being preached forth, hearing for us is like taking pictures.
Some juz keep snapping away, ever so concentrating in writing their notes yet nth went into their spirit.
Some others capture tt decisive moment and internalize it within.
The term decisive moment means tt we capture tt very moment of a beautiful scene like fireworks or sports in photography.
If we miss it, we miss it.
tts y photographers are alwaez on high alert mode in order to capture e best shots they can eva get. becoz i believe in e past, they haf xperienced many times when they missed the decisive moment.
it is every photographer's dream to capture e best pix in their entire lifetime.
we may have missed many moments for us to capture the best pix, but its nv too late to start to go on high alert mode to grasp tt faith which e word can impart to us.
sae cheeeeseee! *snap snap*
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Thursday, August 17, 2006 Y
sundae studyin session @ paya lebar.
let me intro you to the cast!
photographer & daydreamer : JAN!
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oldie song supporter & maths conqueror : NANA!
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retrofied wana b & powernapper : me!
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me : is she gona share it w me? wat r frenz for man. i wan chocS!
na : yummie yumm! maths is drivin me mad. thank God for chocs tt brings a smile to me. happie!
me : u reali not sharin w me? i wil angrie one k
na : chocs spur me on to conquer maths!
diz is wat happen when 2 parties dun communicate their tots.
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she decided to share w me! yeay! peace n we shal advert for toblerone! haa. she loves me indeed! haa
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gooodie buddies again!
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pix taken durin their break. squeeezed into e pix by jan's finger!
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double eyelid! haa! =X
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006 Y
took diz pix when they continued to studie. haa
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what. who. why. when. where. how.
diz 5 words often appear in our minds.
when things aint goin e wae it shld be, or we stagnate at a certain part of our lives, or things aint happenin e wae we xpect it to be, diz 5 words come n visit us even much more often.
what is wrong?
who can understand?
why izit like tt?
when will it be over?
where is God?
how am i goin to get out of diz mess?
anxiety, disappointment, frustration sets into the mind and the heart.
the mind falls ill. as it focused on the negative tts happenin in e natural to poison the soul. prolong exposure to poison causes death. death to our vision, dreams and life purpose.
Uncertainty and insecurity causes us to feel numb to HOPE.
2 Thessalonians 3 : 5
Now may the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God and into the patience of Christ.
we r made up - spirit, soul n body.
each of them haf a direct impact to another.
therefore, it is important that we guard our minds and hearts.
Proverbs 13 : 12
Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
But when the desire comes, it is a tree of life.
Thank God that when the desire comes, it is a tree of life. Life is the absence of death.
Dreams and visions which were dead can be resurrected again.
Proverbs 13 : 19
A desire accomplished is sweet to the soul,
But it is an abomination to fools to depart from evil.
When the desire to grow, overcomes, breakthrough is accomplished, it is sweet to our soul.
We need to noe our desire before we can step into it to believe in it n move towards it.
Some of us may noe our desire yet we choose not to listen up and accept that desire tt is deep within our hearts. The feeling of inferiority, past failures, tinkin tt we r not up to it, inadequate due to low self esteem robbed our boldness to serve God the way we alwaez wanted to. This lead to the death of our dreams, for some of us, it buried 6 feet under. so deep tt we don't even remember we desired tt before.
The failure to accomplish the desires can lead to bitterness.
We need to be honest to ourselves even before God can speak to us, to draw us to His calling for us. We need to trust that what God has called for, He will provide for.
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S23 & N337!!!
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006 Y
safety first.
what wld we do when we are experiencing a pain in our gums?
we cant possibly be oblivious of it.
first place tt comes to our minds wld be the dental clinic.
i got reminded tt when i was younger. i had a realli bad toothache. it was so painful tt i ran to mama n wailed to her abt it.
worried, my mama naturally tot of bringin me to e clinic. which conveniently, there was one along the shops of my void deck. yet, the clinic was not open for the day. she had to take the trouble to bring me to somewhere further.
so we went.
i stil rem. i was realli scared when i was waitin for my Q no. to be called. i wld rather tt my turn wld nv come. i duno wat to xpect behind tt closed door.
no time for e 2nd tot of runnin away, it was my turn. mama brought me in. i saw a wide smile on e dentist's face. i cldnt rem how he look, but i definitely rem tt frenly smile. he told me tt i am in good hands. its not his words which assured me, it was his smile.
aft tellin him my condition,
mr dentist : i noe how u feel. its okie. u wil be fine.
me : i hope so.
he checked my teeth w all those equipment. and saw a tooth decay!
he told my mama tt i needed a tooth extraction as i had too much candies. tts wat u get for havin a sweet tooth.
i overheard. i almost fainted. almost. but b4 tt, i cried like there's no tml.
i had no choice. i wld rather haf e extraction which i hope i dun need to, than to haf tt pain in my mouth for the rest of e week. i cant chew. i cant drink. i cant even slp at ease.
goodbye my teeth.
mr dentist assured me tt i'd recover in one weeks' time.
and i was glad to hear tt assurance. n am lookg forward to tt dae to come!
i tot : coast cleared. no more aches. safety zone.
indeed, i rem tt e ache was totally gone aft one week and i felt so happie tt i can chew, eat, drink & slp without any difficulties!
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Often, in life, we face with aches yet we choose to allow them to disturb our slp, affect our appetite, influence our tot life.
We need our spiritual dentists, our leaders, who are alwaez there with listening ears, understanding hearts, loves all the time and w a wonderful smile.
It may require our inconvenience. We may haf to take alil more trouble to go to them. Still, press on till ur pain is relieved! We may even go with an uncertainty how wld thing progress to?
Openness to share our entire condition to the dentist so tt he'd be able to give the right advise. Instead of tellin part of the condition which may affect the final conclusion, hence, affecting the accuracy of the advise needed for the condition, lets be open, honest and transparent.
Not all sweet things are good. what has got to go, got to go.
Doin wat mr dentist advise is definitely for the better of us. no dentist are out to wreck anyone's teeth n gums. similarly, no leaders are here to put us down or lead us to failure. They are here to empower us to succeed, to haf a more beautiful smile!
Aft all tt, we wil realised tt we are in safety zone. Becoz we are open to God's moulding.
Anyone keeping a decayin tooth? Go to your dentist today.
Proverbs 11 : 14
Where there is no counsel, the people fall; But in the multitude of counselors there is safety.
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Sunday, August 13, 2006 Y
Frenship
Knowing someone is the start of a frenship.
Trust establishes the frenship.
But it is only when we know the person's character & who he is, we can trust him in e things he does, and e things he can do for us or wat we can do for him.
We wldnt wana tell anyone whom we are not familiar with abt our struggles and problems or even to share our joy w them. in short, we wldnt wana go thru the thick and thin in our lives w them.
All this takes time and effort to be put into building the frenship.
Even as we start to noe him, there'd stil be reservation at times.
No frenship turns strong overnite.
When we are open in the frenship, to share e good n bad, the frenship gets strengthened.
It is like opening the tap, e more u allow the water to flow out frm the tap, the more u r allowing the strong water flow to gush away the dirt on your hands.
When this person means alot to us, we will be willing to take the time n set it aside for him. even at the times when we dun feel like it e most.
We cant possibly trust someone whom we dun even noe personally.
Many times, we say that we cant seem to trust in God in tough situation.
Why so?
Psalm 73 : 28
But it is good for me to draw near to God, I have put my trust in the Lord God.
That I may declare all Your works.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006 Y
happie berthdae, jaslyn!
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You are the Compass of my soul
a rhema is like a compass. it directs us to the place we shld be heading. no compass points us to e wrong place unless it is spoilt. yet. e word of God is faithful n true. none of His word wil return to Him void.
e compass isnt faulty. so e problem lies with the one holdin it.
to trust in the directions of the compass or not, its all up to us who'd be movin.
juz as it is impossible that the compass will jump out of its frame, push its pointer to our heads n get us to move to where we shld be goin, our God doesnt force us to make the choices that we shld make.
heard anythin recently?
i dare you to move.
Proverbs 30 : 5
Every word of God is pure; He is a shield to those who put their trust in Him.
first move : click on this link. watch it.
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/313120
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Thursday, August 10, 2006 Y
National Day Holiday
yestie was national dae. a holidae. woke up earlie like usual as i had to complete my project.
n thereaft, met up w clarence n we headed to Lorong Ah Soo for n347. the place was awfully familiar.
we went up n most of them were oredi there, gettin prepared for cg, fellowshippin w one another.
cg was great. e presence of God ministered to me in a great wae durin worship. though my flu was realli a bother.
indeed. e cg is a place where everyone can experience e love of God. its so heartfelt for me.
im reali blessed.
Clarence's got a v good testimonial to share. When he shared w me durin our journey to Lorong Ah soo, i felt so encouraged. His mum has decided to give her life to Jesus!
Praise e Lord. i reali feel v v encouraged n stirred when he shared tt w me. Its such an awesome thing! All things r indeed possible.
He told me tt his mum took one nite to tink thru. As she a buddhist, it wasn't an easy decision for her and the past experiences. God is indeed faithful n true. wow wow wow. so blessed!
Wae to go, Clarence!
I noe my mama can be saved too.
We headed off aft cg.
conversation @ e lift lobby.
Clarence : shuzhen, u noe how to go hm frm here?
me : haa. oya. i forgot to ask them how to!
Clarence : ooops. nvm. we go downstairs n try to find our way.
me : ya. i tink we shld be able to. i used to come here every week when i was in sec 1, my cg venue was here. so.. if e bus routes din change, we shld be able to get hm.
its so funnie. we din even realise we duno how to go off n we left. we indeed walk by faith n not by sight. we managed to catch bus 62 frm e bus stop nearby n alighted @ aljunied mrt.
when we boarded e bus, we were shocked.
my first tot: is diz bus goin to e national stadium?
almost 8/10 of e ppl onboard r in RED! haa. PATRIOTIC!
i look @ clarence n myself. haa. i tink we aint v in e flow. but we stil love singapore. ha!
happie berthdae singapore. 41 yrs old liao. 20 yrs older den me. im happie tt singapore is young. even happier tt im younger. =D haa!
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Ding Tai Feng
went there for dinner w CHA in e evenin.
FINALI. we met up. aft so much rearrangements of plans.
it was a great time catchin up. can see frm her eyes tt she's tired. haa.
thx for e sacrifice. =)
it was quite alot of ppl. comparitively to normal daes. but thank God tt it isnt a v long wait for e seats. as u can see frm e previous pix post, we ordered xiao long baos, pork chop fried rice. v nice. v filling.
we had so much to catch up tt we reali hog tt table for almost 2 hrs.
e funnie thing is tt we realised tt e ppl sittin beside us r different everytime we turn n see. haa!
it was a whole lot of fun. n i reali miss my dear fren.
we went shoppin aft tt. so funnie. i tink e sales assistant was super entertained by us.
she shld be happie to find us as their customers. =P
well. when i tink of yestie's meet up. there's one thing tt i told CHA which is still dingling on my mind now.
YOU BECOME WHO YOU HANG OUT WITH.
our frenz r a reflection of who we r.
we haf all heard. birds of e feather flock together.
it is indeed true.
its when we accept n agree with another's wae of living n tinkin, we will subconsciously adapt to tt belief system and transform ourselves to it.
many times. we may tink tt. certain things r not realli rite. yet, we find it hard to confront e matter. so it doesnt reali matter and we choose to sit on it.
dun belittle tt thought. it wil transform our lives. slowly. but surely.
sittin on issues tt needa be dealt w, doesnt bring us out of e issue. it onli makes us forget abt tt issue for awhile. aft e commercial break, we stil gota face it.
lets take good care of ourselves. n check out who r those we r hangin out with. r they havin a good influence over us or? =)
life's beautiful w beautiful ppl in our lives.
make life worth livin for.
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CHA & ME. frm e same sec skool factory. haa! =P
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006 Y
guess where am i? heee. nice flower printssssss
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looks like e prints of the gold color Nokia 7310. haa! its actually e decor of ding tai feng @ their cashier counter
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Pork Chop Rice.. hee. NICEEEE!!! e fried rice reali awesome. first time eatin it. good recommendation frm CHA. thankies!
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XIAO LONG BAOS!!!!! super yummie xiao long baos. there shld be 10 of them. but aft i started eatin e first one, i realised i needa take pix. haa. so yeay. MUZ TRY MUZ TRY!!!
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The ultimate purpose of heartaches is to strengthen us.
Proverbs 24 : 10
If you faint in the days of adversity, your strength is small.
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e AGAPE
another dimension of LOVE.
a love so big. a love so overwhelming. a love ive nv experienced b4. a love so patient.
a love tt carries all the heavy burdens. a love tt forgives all. a love tt not looks at e past.
A LOVE THAT LOVES UNCONDITIONALLY.
Romans 5 : 8
But God demonstrates
His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
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Psalm 5
Give ear to my words, O Lord, Consider my meditation.
Give heed to the voice of my cry, My King and my God, For to You I will pray.
My voice You shall hear in the morning, O Lord; In the morning I will direct it to You, And I will look up.
For You are not a God who takes pleasure in wickedness, Nor shall evil dwell with You.
The boastful shall not stand in Your sight; You hate all workers of iniquity.
You shall destroy those who speak falsehood; The Lord abhors the bloodthirsty and deceitful man.
But as for me, I will come into Your house in the multitude of Your mercy; In fear of You I will worship toward Your holy temple.
Lead me, O Lord, in Your righteousness because of my enemies; Make Your way straight before my face.
For there is no faithfulness in their mouth; Their inward part is destruction; Their throat is an open tomb; They flatter with their tongue.
Pronounce them guilty, O God! Let them fall by their own counsels; Cast them out in the multitude of their transgressions, For they have rebelled against You.
But let all those rejoice who put their trust in You; Let them ever shout for joy, because You defend them; Let those also who love Your name Be joyful in You.
For You, O Lord, will bless the righteous; With favor You will surround him as with a shield.
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One can nv be a 'private' Christian.
A man is not an island unto himself. We need each other in the body of Christ.
I may not be able to solve all the problems but God is able to. I do feel tired of goin thru valleys and storms too. But God is still ever faithful. He loves us even when we are spiritually numb to His tangible presence. He loves us even when we duno why things are happenin in this way. He loves us even when we rebelliously turn away from Him.
He loves us. therefore, He wil grant us grace to go thru this storm as we trust in Him totally. not set us at ease and release us totally frm it. It is not an easy path. We have to confront the issues tt we dun like to confront, duno how to confront, dun wish to confront. Yet, He has promised to be a nv changing God. the same today, yesterday and foreva.
I am here for you. You are here for me.
He will alwaez be here w us.
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there's alwaez a boundary to remain within in every frenship or relationship.
once u step out of it, u r steppin into red alert zone.
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Monday, August 07, 2006 Y
btw. i poured out to someone last nite. =)
im happie tt someone hear me out.
thereaft, i poured out to God.
take it away if its not in Your will.
i felt a peace aft i cried out to Him.
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medicine medicine medicine.
i am so guai to take med. on time. regularly.
yeay! haa.
i shall recover recover recover!
thank God.
though my nose was runnin at a v high speed todae, coughin like a non stop engine, e pain in e throat persists, i made my wae to CHAI CHEE.
impressed by His strength on me todae.
i actuali took my med every 4 hrs. i took everythin xcept for my cough syrup. e one which they claim tt wil make me drowsy. apparently. haa! lalalaaa.
btw, i cleared all my deliveries when it was onli 11am. n i proceeded with my reports.
thereaft, my picking slips. den my new orders.
by 3pm todae, i was abt done for e dae.
den. i turned to my right. *gasps*
e mountain is gettin bigger. taller. whiter.
so yeay. i took time to sort them out. file them. do wateva i haf to do to them. haa.
n finali. praise e Lord. mountain became a hill. a hill became a small slope.
*blink blink*
1720h! haa. off i go. =P
im happie tt my life has changed so much.
im happie tt God is so much more closer to me den eva b4.
im happie tt e fear of e Lord has grown even more in me.
im happie tt im walkin rite b4 Him
i thank Him tt i chose to see His visions for me. rather den takin in e words of failures frm ppl ard who arent gona empower me to succeeed.
Psalm 17 : 15
As for me, I will see Your face in righteousness;
I shall be satisfied when I awake in Your likeness.
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WOW!
Sis huijun told me tt i passed a test on sundae!
i was shocked to hear tt as i was walkin to bedok interchange. kinda tired physcially becoz of my flu. n she suddenli told me tt.
i was like : o? wat test is tt?
haa.
i thank God tt i passed e test w/o me knowing.
i noe its a breakthru.
everythin tt we go thru in our lives is a test tt wil bring us to another level.
n there, we will take more tests.
bring it on! =P
God o God, take a hold of me.
All over all over!!!!
James 2 : 22 - 25
But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves.
For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror;
For he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was.
But he who looks into the perfect law of liberty and continues in it, and is not a forgetful hearer but a doer of the work, this one will be blessed in what he does.
It is easy to deceive ourselves tt when we attend cg & svcs weekly or readg up dozens of spiritual books tt makes us spiritual.
The proof is in the doing & dealing with! not the head knowledge!
aft we hear e word, we have a greater responsibility than wat we had b4 we heard it.
once we heard it, we cant sae tt we r ignorant anymore!
e word of God is a mirror.
it will show us wat is wrong w us.
mirror examines us if we r okie to go out!
look into it todae.
be a sheeep which baaahs. not a goat tt BUTS all e time when u r challenged to change!
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nite conversation
ching seng : are u gettin better now?
me : okie la. nose stil runnin. tryin to catch it.
ching seng : i set up road block for u k.
me : wow. tts a good one.
diz is e first tym i heard someone tellin me diz. settin up road block to catch a runnin nose?
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Sunday, August 06, 2006 Y
was chattin w clarence. n we mentioned abt hall 8.
diz week e entire city harvest headed to SIS for our celebration.
as our bus passed by Xpo when were headin hm frm SIS, i saw XPO hall 7 & 8 area. ohoo!
reality hit me tt we wil onli be back next week.
next week is the continuation of the marriage seminar.
saturdae -> THE WIFE
sundae -> THE HUSBAND
im not gona miss any of the svcs! yeay. i wana be a good wife to my future husband. =D *wide smiles*
CLASSi actuali do miss class alot. i duno y. but ya. its okie. tuesdae is comin. i wil be havin ACCOUNTS CLASS! yeay! i feel so happie tt im goin to skool again! yay yay!!!!
my classmates too! diz week, i tink i wana bring some chocs for them to eat. hee. i shall be nice to my lecturer n classmates. hee.
S23my dear family. i juz feel like sittin down w them n fellowship.
i wana spend more time w my family. i love them!
i juz wana noe them more. wan them to noe me more!
Chai wana meet cha. i wana meet cha. i wana meet cha. yes. i wana meet her!
there r so much tt i wana catch up w her. yet. TIME is such an important factor.
okie. MEET!
Shawnaanother one. i wana meeeeet her! i wana see her MV! i miss havin prata w her @ 201!
i miss her luffter. i miss her tellin me abt her life. i miss seein her. i miss sharin w her.
Anniemy dear fren. since duno when, i felt tt we r both driftin away. though we stil call up each other as and when. yet, we aint touchin e depth of our lives. i miss our fellowship. i miss u, my fren. i wana go thru e ups & downs w her.
I DUN MISSS...fallin sick.pls get me out of diz mess! grrrr.
one hr has passed since i took my med, yet, i dun feel tired. i tot the cough syrup n flu med wil cause drowsiness? i onli feel tt my limbs r weak.
choking tots on my mind.i dun like diz. i dun like diz. i dun like diz.
God is good. i gif my tots n ponders to Him.
Mixed Veggies Rice.i had them @ suntec.
i had them when i got hm.
enuf of mixed veggies rice. enuf.
I CANT HAVE ENUFF..of HIM.i wan more! MORE!!! MORE!!!!! MORE!!!!!!
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contradiction
there's so much tt i feel like pourin out to someone.
yet. i dun feel like it becoz im losin my voice.
i took my med n noe tt i shld be on my bed.
yet. i dun feel like it becoz i juz wana pour out my tots to someone.
i wana go out n haf a walk.
yet. i cant becoz my body cant be further xposed to germs outside.
there's a big qn on my mind. WHO?
i pray for peace. i call out for peace to stop by my heart. rite now. n stay on. foreva.
see. i told u. i dun like to fall sick.
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cute? there r twin BIRDIES! haa. not twin ducks, hor.. barney! haa. Ah Ru & Chelle gave diz to Jer todae as his belated berthdae gift. haa! their heads can shake shake de. so sweet rite! haa. i tink Jer likes it. haa! i took diz pix by e steps of NORTH entrance's escalator. haa!
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