what a day


its been eventful. but i thank God.

today i learnt what real strength really means.
im not referring to the physical strength that one has. but the inner strength within each of us.
the inner strength to choose to trust even when its difficult.
the inner strength to smile when its so tough.
the inner strength to go on when you cant anymore.

the beginning of new things.


i need to build my life up on the solid foundation, the WORD.


since sot graduation, it hasnt been easy.
and i realised the many reading ups of books and meditation on the bible cut down so much.



i want to meditate on one verse everyday.
and i shall start with proverbs!





Proverbs 9: 10
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom,
And the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.





the fear of the Lord will be the central guard of our lives.
we know and we know there are things that we just will not do, not because He will send a thunder bolt down and strike us but because we care how He feels and how important that we consider abt our Abba Father.



with that, we'd receive guidance into wisdom, making the right decisions at the right time even when its most difficult.





with the knowledge of Him, there'll be understanding.
understanding situations we dont understand.
the sound mind.





how important is it to have the fear of the Lord in our lives.
there's so much more.

how awesome is this place!


i will arise&build.
its not just about building buildings but building lives.

build my life as i build your house!

thirst quencher

exhausted.


its a tiring day.
a day when energy is depleting big time.
went for overnight revision with Esther at mackers yestie.
i din slp a wink until i got home in the mornin.
slpt for abt 2 hrs and headed to ofc.



thereaft, i went to donate my B+.
great. it was a success. i enjoyed my trip there.
i felt super weak aft tt. i din feel like movin, only wanted to sit down and REST.

now tt im home. i figured tt i shld update alil here.
and off to raraland.
i need more rest. MORE!


total sleep hours clocked from tuesday to now: 7hours
i'll try to clock another 6 later.



i am determined to forget how to give up but only remember how to cling on.

exercise. exercise. exercise.


i was almost determined to just stick to my weekly jogging.
but lookin at the weather recently, seemed like outdoor exercise is not too good a choice.
din think much abt it.. until this evening.....
i went to meet up w jan and annie.


while waitin for them to be done with their gyming... the below was what i saw.....




beautiful, isnt it?

this view made me think... why i dont know how to swim?

cute mushroom.

waterfall!!

me!

yea. i love takin pix. =P

i want to make a difference, still.



this came along with Jake's hatching gift...
the starfish thrower story which we heard a million times but still so powerful....




An older man taking a solitary walk along the beach saw a young man from a distance and thought he was dancing.

As he grew closer, he realized that the young man was picking up starfish --one at a time -- and throwing them back into the ocean.


As he approached, the older man told the younger one, "You can’t possibly make a difference -- there are miles and miles of beaches and thousands of starfish.


In response, the young man picked up another starfish, moved gracefully to the shoreline, and threw it in... "Made a difference to that one."











wireless connection can get really -___-
i took a long time before this got through.

my Fluff


before i go.
proudly presenting to you........

MOOMOOO~`

this is my moomoo.
she is currently 3days old.
im stil learnin what food does she likes. weird cow doesnt like grass. ha.
i just got a her a sweet, fluffy home.
i love her loads. =)

no blues!

good morning!
today marks the start of my studyin week.

by right, i shld be in the tutorial class now.
but because its rainin, my mum suggested tt it'd be better if i can accompany my dad for his xray check.
so here i am, waitin for my papa, blogging and facebookg. haa


i better get going le.
good day to all!
*muacks*

mini get together with some sot loveables.



i thank God for the creation of cars and people who own them.
peiling is one of them i want to greatly thank God for. haa.



i was carryin a whole big load of 10kgs. books and books and books.
super heavy. and when i saw her car stopped infront of me...
although i looked cool on the outside.. in my heart, i was lettin all the party poppers go.




so she drove me to joo chiat area to find THAT hotel 81 which chen bin's friends were staying.
i had to pass them ALL the books so tt they can bring it back to him.
we went afew rounds before finding the right one.
just like lookin for mr right, must go so many rounds. haaa.
but finding the right one is better than crashin anyone right. lol.




so e night went on as we have accomplished a mission and headin for the next.
SIGLAP HK CAFE. where r u? till today, i still dont know how to get there from paya lebar.
we cant find tt place. so as flexible we can get... this was what happened.



decision of where to go
siglap --> katong --> siglap --> katong --> siglap --> east coast park




hahahahaa!
so we ended up at east coast park and never knew how to get to siglap. haa!



but fellowship was great.
jo and her love, derrick, came shortly aft me and peiling 38 for awhile.





some interestin pix to share....




as we were lookin through.. decidin on what to get... we saw this....
MANGO SHOWHAND...
me and peiling did the same showhand action. -___-"
ha!

is it mango king or mango queen for you?

and peiling said..or you want hei bai liang dao? the names are so cheeesy!

peiling's sacrifice of her yummie donuts.
to someone who doesnt really know how to appreciate donuts, i din know how to react to her when she asked if i wanted to try the donuts. haaa!
so of course, politeness is one of my asset. i said ok. haaa!

but i din regret sayin that! really nice yea! peiling, good selection! i took the blueberry one while the rest had the more sinful flavors. waahahahaa.

our order. durian pudding, mango showhand, mango queen i think. and derrick's kopi standin in the gap. hahaha.

me and peiling. i enjoyed alot on the car with her. she's hilarious! i love her humor!

mr derrick and miss jo! =D fellowship more the next time! we shall continue the interrogation! hahahaa!

THE MYSTERY IS REVEALED!



here u go guys!

the answer is..... C

this is the definition u will get from dictionary.com --
1. the act of killing a fox other than by hunting it with hounds.
2. a person who kills a fox by means other than hunting it with hounds.



here's the link:
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/vulpicide





therefore, the WINNER of the secret prize is......
*drum rolls*



KEL!!!!!


congrats!
pls pick up your gift from the reception counter asap.

addiction.

im addicted to the following:
loving God
fellowshiping with my friends from everywhere
blogging
having tuition
facebooking
eating

for cha


1. The person who tagged you is:
cha cha chen.

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
my dearest classmate. one whom i can trust all the time.


3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
sensible, thinks alot, 38, v good voice, a v good friend to have.


4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
buyin lil gifts, makin lil yummie munchies, spending time catchin up and sharin the latest updates.
lil things like tt make me have great joy.



5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
i cant think of it now.
we've talked so much. ha!



6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
get her to buy me an osim chair. =P



7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
she's good already. wahahahaa!



8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
find out what happened and clear the air.



9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she will not become my enemy. so no reason therefore.



10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
i can only wish her happiness. =)



11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
she's a good sherlock holmes, a good paparazzi, a good friend of my frequency, someone who knows and understands me. =) she's a great company for food, late night hangout chats, ktv, shoppin, everything! =)

for peiling



1. The person who tagged you is:
Ms Ng!


2. Your relationship with him/her is:
we love each other's 38-ness. =P


3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
pretty, GENEROUS, God-lover, direct, 38. haa.


4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
she came with her car and drove me to joo chiat. a relief of the heavy 10kg load.
*muacks*



5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
i want to get married! hahahaaha!



6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
er, i will ask her out and get another rich guy to meet her. so tt they can date.



7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
=D i will leave it to the guy to say this.



8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
reconcile.



9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
dont think tt'd happen. so no reason. haa.



10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
help her find the right person.
so that her christmas wishlist can be fulfilled.
amen!



11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
very spontaneous, direct and pretty.

blessed to be a blessing


like what huijun says,
its time to lift the focus off self and start focusing on those who needs the focus more than self do.


im really blessed.
tears rolled down as pastor showed us the video today.
they continued so as he preached.
and they went on till we ended.


thoughts ran through my mind.
what have i been doing?
what can i do?

*claps*


His name is Mark Zuckerberg.

for you

hey my dear friend.
thanks for the space. i very appreciate that.
and with that, things became clearer to me.


thank you! =D

the me entry!





shynesss

*winks*

on the phone

ugly side parting.

cant see my eyes!

stripeys.

=)

big head.

robots!

stripes. black and white.

big face. big eyes. i need to cut down weight on my face.

poser.

nerd.

barney color!

messsy hair.

cool.

TGIF!



i feel more relieved now.
praise the Lord.



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its a peaceful friday.
no late night supper, no late night movies, no late night stayouts.

only all night stay in. =D



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by nature, im a speedor.
in the spirit, im a snailor.
its by choice.




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my fav hk drama showed its final episode yesterday.
it was really drama-mama.
i was very entertained.

the show ended with the female lead, who already is an old lady, reflecting on all that has happened in her entire life.
and she realised tt the prophecy, which a fortune teller told her parents when she was young, came to past.
all her life, ppl have been callin her a jinx and repeatin the prophecy over and over again.
and slowly, she also bought the idea tt this prophecy will come to past.
indeed, it did.

our words will frame our world.
what kind of prophecy wld u choose to frame urs?




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the tales and the parables.



im back. and im goin out soon again.
to tuition, back home and back to the centre again.
ha.



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episodes aft episodes.
funny funny and weird funny.
3 days in a row.
what abt today?

for tt, a long mail's been typed out and kept in the draft of my mail account.
it will be sent out once its ready to be sent out.




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its not tt i dont want to but its better to leave things the way it is. =)
time will tell.





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wisdom is doing the right thing at the right time.
wisdom is not doing what is not to be done anytime.
wisdom is self discipline.


sometimes i do struggle, but i will make the right move.
i am willed to make the right move.
that is not gettin to you now. =)





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the decoding of parables and tales are locked.
do you have the key?

picture of a picture



this pic on the macbook is taken by jianfeng in brunei.
its nice, isnt it?
take a look at the logo on the bottom right. he's rather proud of his creativity.
its nice!
initially, i tot its JT. wahahaa!
he so love our manager. =X

its a beautiful day.


woke up for a jog this morning.
while i was joggin, there was great stress.
because the dark clouds up there seemed to be sendin a signal to me that the dinosaurs and allegators are coming soon.

thank God i managed to come home DRY. haa!




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ofc trips shld always be look forward to, exciting, memorable and fruitful.
i will keep this fresh in my mind.
calling can get mundane but they r a must.
break the walls. break them all.





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this morning, my sot classmate from china told me tt he is gettin engaged next month, on his birthday.
his route is an expressway.
since the choice's been made, wish him all the best!
as much as i think tt pacing, waiting, getting to know is impt.



managed to catch up with sheng ge yestie for a good 40mins.
miss him and the rest so much!
as i was talkin to him, i realised my chinese needs to improve.
i kept addin in english words in the chinese sentences. haa.
by the grace of God, we are linked in the spirit. so the message got through.
its really awesome to hear him share abt the great reports from the mission fields.
jia you, guys!





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next week's going to be interesting.
im goin for tutorials.
monday to thursday.
books, here i come!





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im v lookin forward to my SOT get together this weekend.
it'd be fun. =))
might get v 38. haa!
but still, im lookin forward to it.





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lastly.. i just want to say.....
im craving for popiah!

Virtue is innocence tested.

i din donate my B+ today.
why?
i was too early for my next donation date.
i thought tt im cleared.
thats what i thought.
its okie, i will go back 2 weeks later.

new ugly taggie

okie! its done.
ive put up a new taggie below the old one.

that is only temporary. i know the color is abit off. haa.
but must be special ma. haa.


so currently, do bear with this ugly taggie till my old one recovers from its disease.
thank you for your kind understanding, my dear friends. =))

my sincere apologies.

my taggie is not working. and i dont know why.
im currently fixing the problem.

so pls be patient with me. =)


due to this unforeseen problem, i shall postpone the releasal of the answer of the quiz. =))

finally.



isnt this awesome?
i was totally captivated by this view when i was makin my way to the tuition centre.
i stood there for awhile and watch. shortly aft, i decided to snap.
and as i was snapping, alot of passerbys stared at me like i came from another planet. haa.
nice. =D

fun; even without pix


alright.


there's a problem here.
i cant upload pix.


so i guess i can only type.. type.. and type. =S



havin the fan on my right, im enjoyin a coolin moment listenin to the songs played on Jan's blog.
kinda like the selections she made. nice!


it was a great day.
tuition, tuition and tuition.
the kids are going to have exams next week.
i tried a different method to do revision today and it turned out good.
i had a great day tutoring today.


had supper with mama just now.
we had a great time chatting and laughing.
she's really a great mum.
I LOVE HER!




before going to visit grandaunt tml, i'd be going to HSA to donate blood.
hopefully i can make it in time before they close. must chiong down from office. lol.
wish me success in my blood donation trip. haa!




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o... anyway,
just to share something i learnt today during tuition.


anyone knows the meaning of VULPICIDE?
It is the killing of a.......
a) Snake
b) Wolf
c) Fox
d) Eagle
e) Vulture


give it a shot!
answers on the taggie pls!
OPEN TO ALL!
the winner will get a secret prize from me!
of course, to play fair, pls dont go to dictionary.com to check before answering.
integrity k! haa.
this is fun!


i shall disclose the answer tml.
stay tuned. *winks*

my dear papa


sometimes, insecurity seems to get the better of me.
times like this, you'd come and assure me of who i really am.


thank you.
i miss you. everyday. every moment
missing the times we met every single morning, rain or shine.
missing the times you'd come and comfort me like a dear father would.



there are just so much.
so much. and so much i have to say.
but.
period.




i stand in awe.
so amazed.
totally changed by your presence forever.
everytime, i look into your eyes
i see a glimpse of what
ive always wanted to be
let me be changed, let me be changed
in your presence

sweetness


it was almost real.
but it isn't.

a dream which made me smile.
a dream which caused my heart to race.
a dream which made me think.
a dream which brought me a step to the future.
a dream which got me back to reality.


so it was all a dream.
wake up! haa.


the fact tt dreams' been stg tt carried me further than reality.
i dont wish to dream further or think more. abt this.


objectiveness.
with a tinge of awkwardness.

minor thoughts, major impacts.


was looking at the books on my shelf.


i realised tt ive been lookin too much for the spectacular.
i need to come back to the not so spectacular and build on them.
dont want to miss the little significant things.



get on, move on.
sometimes, it is of course easier said than done.

the ironic thing is just one touch.
one encounter.
one decision.
it can be done. really.
because it isnt me. its him.




rain down on me.
fire through me.
*takes in deep breath*

old school!
tagged


1. The person who tagged you is:
RENA
she's really happy that she tagged so many ppl.
so i shall make her happier by passing this on. =D


2. Your relationship with him/her is:
we share a very complex relationship. sometimes, love cant be explained in just afew words. LOL! =X



3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
SISTERLY, fun, mixture of I&S, laughie, strong-willed, supportive.



4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
being there for me whenever i needed her. =)




5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
she's not so much of a words person to me.but actions are memorable enough!




6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
i choose not to think of the never-will-happens. haa



7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
once again, i will not choose to think about this too. =P



8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
i will do all i can to reconcile because it must be a big misunderstandin for such a thing to happen with such a lovely friend.



9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she chooses ah beng over me. haa!
oopx.
nah. i cant think of any.



10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
give her a big fat kiss and say i love her!



11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
strong on the outside, sentimental on the inside.
though she doesnt say it often, i know she cherishes the friendships she have with the people around.



12. How you think people around you will feel about you:
talkative.



13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
smiley.



14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is:
talkative.
=P



15. The most ideal person you want to be is:

i want to be the person HE wants me to be.



16. For people that care and like you, say something to :
im movin on fine! =D



17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

10 is too much. so just a few will do
1) rena low
2) kelly huang
3) ng peiling
4) janice lai
5) cha cha chen
6) annie yap
7) apple goh






What is no.2 studying?
she's studyin youths. haa.
tts what youth worker does, isnt it?





When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
hmmm...
i cannot rem. SO LONG BACK!
hello ms ng, when we going fellowship?




Does no.1 has any siblings?
nope. but its okie. she's got me. haa!




Will you woo no.3?
pls lo. NO!
firstly, im not a guy,
secondly, im not rich,
thirdly, im not handsome.
i dont fit her criteria la. wahahaa.

monday. random pix to share.


toilet pix again. haa
cha was on the phone with her siblings. so yea. snaps!
she's gonna kill me if she sees this. haa!

tried on this dress. but its more like a sarong. no nice.

yea! new members of the future 100. =D

dinner @ east coast food village.
this is e not so nice stingray.

table full of food.

more food...

ms kimberly and mr derek tan. why got cabin crews so cam shy de. ha!

word flood


i was lookin at my blog and i realised ive been doin alot of picture entries recently.


guess its time to flood in some words before i post more pix.

aft much thinkin, ive finally decided on the decision.
further delay will only cause slow progress.
a new vision, a new direction.
last week's message was a word in season for me.
i dont want reality to be a limitor to me!
im really very blessed.
thank you, pastor kong! =D




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during monday's meeting, one of the managers said this:
idling is not when you are not doing anything.
idling is when you are very busy with many things and yet achieve nothing.


time is my hands.
i have the choice which route to take.
and i alone will be the one who'd take up the responsibilities of the consequences of these decisions i make.
what would i choose to do now?
how will the me be like 3 years down the road?


came back home today and wrote down some of the things i want to do.
MAKING GOALS A MUST, rather than a wish.
you guide me, i walk with you.




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was out with cha aft meeting.
it was time very well spent. its been awhile we went out for jalan jalan.
but it rained. so we were stuck. headed for food aft walkin for awhile.
and continued our journey.
im glad we took time to sit down and talk.
i guess as it goes along, its harder to find friends who can really hear you out and understand what you are tryin to bring across.
she's one of the hard to finds.
it wasnt the shoppin tt brought joy to the soul but the friendship.
im really happy.
ended the day with food @ east coast with her colleagues.
jetstar crews are crazy ppl! haa.





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apart from the current whats, there's a need to breakthrough.
sometimes it seems hard to go a further step to share more.


The science of communication
Level #1 : weather talking, talking in clichés at a very shallow level, not opening up to share emotions.
Level #2 : Talking about others.
Level #3 : Start sharing my personal ideas and opinions.
Level #4 : Sharing my emotions, going a little deeper.
Level #5 : Achieve total unity, talking in the same wavelength, connected.


great communicators in life goes beyond level #3 to #4 and #5.
are you a good communicator?


if the shoe fits, wear it.





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its a very happy day today.
though i was feelin really exhausted. to the extent tt i blabbered nonsense.

kel called my hse in the evening...


kel: hello. shuzhen in?
mama: o. she's sleeping. wait, i'll get her to the phone.


mama came into my room...

mama: hey, kelly on the line.
me: hmmm.. ZzZzz
mama: go ans the phone.
me: i dont want to answer.
mama: u dont want to answer? =S


mama went to the phone...

mama: she say she doesnt want to answer your call.
kel: wahahahaha!


i thank God the person who called was kel.
im just too tired.
but im good now aft a quality rest.


im glad the life is back. =)
move it.






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its time for hospital trip this week!
i hope grandaunt is feelin better.
hopefully by next week, she'd be home.






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okie. tts all for the flood today. enjoy~`

smile releasors, hopefully.



got some stuff for my 2 friends who are hard pressed on quite afew sides.
but thank God the bible says tt we are hard pressed on every side but not crushed.
so praise the Lord!
hope tt these lil something will release smiles in the midst of stress. =))


for the student -friend, rushing projects and assignment dues.





for the working -friend, clearing the reports and brain storming of creative plannings.

happy saturday.



im glad i met up with my sec school friend yestie. =))
we went to beach road to buy his stuff and headed to expo thereaft.



take care, bro! safe journey to wallabie. i'd keep prayin for you.
no sandfly, no injuries!

the stuff i saw at beach road. i dont think i'd ever need them.... haa!

not these too....

my lunch, char kway teow.
rather special.
i love the greens.















kel and me. smile! =D
















my coffee tt tasted like mackers cappucino.



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Credits Y

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Designer : purplekisses-
Helped On The Fonts[Pic]
& Some PS brushes :Agnes
Brushes: Dafont ; Moargh.
Image: Deviantart - vainas ,
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