Sunday, October 31, 2004 Y
met my secondarie skool senior on bus 72 when i was on my wae hm. we chat on e journey. n im v encouraged n inspired by him. he's takin he's final yr in TP biz IT. n wkin for hewlett packard. juz started venturin out his own IT biz w his biz partner. woo..how can one handle so many things @ one go? i asked him... how did u do tt? n he said one thing.. time management. we din tok v v long becoz he had to get off. but it was a fruitful chat.
i figured tt one can be successful if he is disciplined n manages his time well. if u arent discipline, there's nth great u can achieve. it is possible for a non believer to be discipline n successful.. how abt us? we haf God. if we r discipline, we wld do even beta n achieve more in life.
i need to be more disciplined. i dun pray tt God wil make me disciplined. but i make a decision tt i wld be.
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i juz cant seemed to find e right headin for my post todae. i teared pails todae.
when i was in svc todae, e presence of God was so strong tt im sure we were all in e holy of holies. i fell on my knees when we were singin e oldie.. [O Lord, My God. All I Desire Is You.] tt was my fav song when i juz got to noe Christ. i din noe y.. tears juz kept flowin down my cheeks as i raised my hands n worship, linger in His presence. i need more of Him in my everydae life.
e next thing which made me teared. some of my n211 mems r goin over to s23. or rather.. 5 of them. they r khym, rena, chelle, jan n noel. they r all my v v close brothers n sisters. im gona miss them so much. i wil alwaez remember all tt we haf went thru together. but for now.. lets look ahead of us.. wat God purposed us to do.
i haf so much to sae to them. but i duno where to start. there's one thing i noe for sure. our bondin wil not juz end rite here. its gona be a new start for them. for us. challengin. i pray tt God will help me.
i wil wait upon Him.
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Thursday, October 28, 2004 Y
its 1806 now.. n i wonder where's e evenin horizon which nv fails to make my eyes form a line.. i guess im reali missin e sun loads. haf been hoping to feel e sun all dae. i was sittin in e livin room.. n felt reali cold. ended up coverin myself w a blanket. over here @ tampines.. its juz so dark.. when i look out of e window.. e dark clouds tts hoverin up there prepared my heart tt its gona rain again. well.. im reali gona start singin my fav song in kindergarten...
[rain rain go away.. cum again another dae]
wat is happenin? even in china.. e snow has arrived one mth earlier. e weather is turnin colder everywhere.
i noe e sun wil be back tml. amen amen amen.
wow.. i blogged thrice in a dae. keke.
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*rain rain rain*
may i noe when wld e rain stop? everydae is a cold dae. i miss e sun. im not thOse kind who embraces e sunny hot daes.. but.. its juz rainin too much.. i miss e warmth of e sun!
i dun like it when i step into puddles of water whereva i go. i dun like it when i get caught in e heavy drizzle every nite when im on my wae hm. i dun like to make long detours in order not to get caught in e rain. i dun like to bring brollies out.. i dun haf one anywae. i dun like it when my foot is sunk into mud water as i walk pass e grass patches. i dun like it when i cum hm w my favorite pair of shoes damped. i dun like it if i fall sick becoz im caught in e rain.
wats goin on?
I MISS E SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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*new loOoK*
ohoooo~~~ new look! new song! hee. changed my template n e song w e help of syl. hee. so happie. i love e stars, arent they cute?! i tink diz template makes my blOg neater.
i blogged 2daes ago.. but it wasnt pOsted. y? becoz there was an errOr in loadin e pg.. therefOre wat i chunked din appear.. *xianz* i shld haf copy wat i've chunked b4 i clicked [publish pOst]. e tot of retypin nv came across my minD. haa. becoz its reali in chunks.
i duno y.. recentli, i've been feelin hungrie all e tym.. but i dun haf e appeitite to eat. grr. sumtymz i wonder if i've got some eatin disorder. i duno whether diz word is too serious to describe my case. mayb its mild eatin disorder. ha. i stil remember.. there was a period of tym whereby i ate tonnes, i can haf 4-5 meals a dae.. they r all in quantity.. n another tym.. i din feel like eatin @ all.. skippin lunch n dinner. onli eatin alil in e late nite. i do feel weak all over when i dun eat.. i need to set everythin back to order.
im reali glad tt i haven been fallin ill for a while. n my mentality is trained to be stronger. e previous tymz when i fell sick was not juz becoz of e [virus] tt made me v ill.. but oso my mentality. it isnt strong enuf to tell myself tt i muz not fall ill.. all e positive stuff. fallin sick reali stops me frm doin alot of things. i wana continue to maintain a good health. not havin regular meals or over eatin wil oso deteriorate my health. i muz build up a healthy eatin habit. no more over eatin.
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Sunday, October 24, 2004 Y
*blog blog blog*
i duno wat to sae. i've been havin loads n loads of tots in my mind. i reali mean loads. its not useless, negative, unedifyin tots. its things which God is tellin me n showin me. so much tt i cant contain it. it seemed like water which keeps flowin. i need to xpand my capacity for wats to cum.
i feel v happie inside. God is so good. our God is such a givin God. alwaez blessin us. i love Him.
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Sunday, October 17, 2004 Y
todae is saturdae! went to meet RI to take shuttle bus. met chelle n mag as we were walkin to e bus stop. mag is becumin more n more like a model.. *pheeew-weeeet* haa..
we managed to get on e first bus! wow.. tt sure is alot of ppl! luff n chatted w mag, ri n chelle on e bus. reached church den chiong for choir.. keke. when i got downstairs.. they were oredi practisin e new song! im xciteD! haa. e song v nice. when i stepped into e audi.. i felt stg was diff. n there's an xpectancy in my heart. went down to join e rest of e choir in prayer meetg. den went up to stage.. ohooo~ *xcited* brother mark was leadin praise. hee. i jumped n praise w all my strength. n i mean it.. ALL my strength. i gave 120% to God.. i reali need to build up my stamina if i wana serve Him more. e song was awesome! sounds like world cup de theme song.. haa. but v nice!
durin worship. i reali came to Him in spirit n in truth. had a breakthru. to be v honest, diz e first tym i teared on stage. e tangible presence of God touched me so strongli. i noe diz breakthru frm God. praise GOD!
pastor kong preached a v v goood word. abt our finances. oo.. hardli pastor tok abt diz. my mentality is renewed.
served for service3. diz tym round.. i gave 150% to God in praise n worship. i was more active, more hyper. its a personal breakthru. lovin Him more n more. He's showin me things which i've not seen n bringin me to places ive nv stepped into. awesome!
lets gif our best to Him!
prayed for chelle b4 we left church. when she sat @ e bench on e rooftop.. i juz felt tt she needed prayer. can realli c tt she dun feeel well. i reali pray for my dear sister to fully recover frm diz sickness. in Jesus name. pls pray for chelle. SHE IS HEALED BY FAITH! amen n amen!
went for fellowship w RI, NA, JAN n anthony. anthony was drivin.. hee. went to tampines mac.. becoz we no $$ to go cafe cartel. muz be wise. hee. later on..zhihui came along. hee. we sat alil while later n headed hm..
i had a v v blessed dae todae. im lovin Him more n more n morE!!! tml cg @ admiralti! ohooo~ lol.. mite be goin for svc4.. hee.. i wana go!! gordon.. u muz cum k.. muhahahaa.. nite everyone. *chirps*
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Friday, October 15, 2004 Y
went for choir prac in e nite.. 830! i took e shuttle bus frm aljuied @ 7pm.. n i dozed off on e bus.. hee. when i open my eyes to check where was i.. i was shocked.. becoz..... i reached jurong wesT! i cldnt believe it.. becoz it was onli 730! ohoo~ so fast. so i went to e cafe to read my book as i wait for e rest to cum.. hee.
sis belle came todae! woo.. hee. we learnt a new song.. a new praise song.. sounds v rickie martin. but i reali love song. who saes tt christian songs r borin? christian songs can be superb! can be happenin! ohoo~ im gona make it.. make it happen~ i will go~~~~
wahahaha. we had a tym when we break into grps of 2s n 3s to pray. prayed w na n another sister called eileen. im gettin to noe more ppl frm choir le.. its reali like a big famili. where everyone is v happie n haf fun together. while we haf fun.. we do not forget abt Him. we share abt our spiritual experiences too. n every choir prac... we alwaez haf a tym to worship.. if no tym.. we wil @ least pray! im reali blessed in diz ministry. many tymz when i feel tired b4 i go for choir prac.. but aft tt.. im super recharged.. physicalli n spiritualli! choir is goood! hee..
recentli i made a new fren frm choir. her name is joana. she is cecilia's cg member! i love tokin to her.. hee. moreover she stays in tampines too. n we r in e same choir team. hee. new found fren. hope to noe her beta.
oya.. maurice! good job!!! he fasted todae!! hee.. thank God for e breakthru! keke.
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Thursday, October 14, 2004 Y
went for bible studie @ city bayview.. last tym havin bs there.. goin to YMCA frm next week on! lol.. i was w xiaoyun, na n ri.. we were fellowshippin @ suntec. had dinner there.. den headed to e bus stop @ esplanade. but.. no bus in sight.. figured tt if we dun leave @ tt moment.. we'd be late. so we decided to take a cab. its reali hard to get a cab @ tt hr! hopped onto one n managed to get to city bayview on tym. =p pastor meng went on to tell us more abt e tabernacle etc etc.. was super blessed. its reali solid food. took awhile to digest.
aft bs, went to take 23 w chelle n kel. had a good tym tokin to chelle. frm e conversation.. i was reali alerted tt sumtymz many of us r juz too caught up w OURSELVES.. dun even haf much tym for one another in e cg. we r in a spiritual famili. everyone in e cg is as good as our own blood brother n sister.. becoz diz e bodie of Christ! so y arent ppl spendin more quality tym w one another??!!?!?!! let us not forget our evadearest brothers n sisters ard us. u nv noe how a simple fonecall wil bless them. so u can call me! haa.
for myself, i do get caught up w myself at tymz. i need to be more disciplined n consistent. diz week, i wana call @ least 3 of my mems.. hee.. n some of my darlin frenz. =) thx chelle. alwaez njoyed fellowshippin w u.
reached tampines den went to cheers.. den to e 168 bus stop w kel.. hee.. aft e bus left.. i was walkin hm.. n God dropped a tune in my heart.. *ding* i kept hummin it.. n tot tt it'd be good if i can compose a song for Him.. i was worried tt i wld forget e tune.. so i kept hummin e same tune.. but hm was stil a distance.. =S so i ran n hummed e tune @ e same tym.. boy do i need more trainin! haa.
when i got hm.. i on my lapie n load e sound recorder program.. n recorded my tune. *relieved* n i took one hr to cum out w e lyrics n whole tune of e song.. o.. it was a rough idea of how e song was gona be like.. but it reali thrilled me! got some comments frm my frenz. so i edited it alil here n there w chelle. whahaa. here's e lyrics-
I nv wana walk away
frm my Savior's love again
I will love Him totally
til the dae He cums again..
As i embrace His love daily
I know Him more than just my Lord
Unfailing love i am thankful
Come use me once again
For Lord You are worthy
I give up my all to You
Jesus won't You take the place in my heart
come lift me from the burdens in my life
No matter what I'm going through
I trust in You
I know You're always there for me
I love You Lord
thank you Jesus for e song~~~~~~~~ hee.. hope to cum out w e chords soon..
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Monday, October 11, 2004 Y
i duno wat title to put.. haa. haven been bloggin for a week.. lol.. last weeek was na's berthdaE chalEt.. its beeen a long while i last went for a chalet n stayed over for 2 nites! ohooo~ well.. na is my darlin.. her chalet i muz stay over.. haa. it was a fun tym. her cake was juz beautiful n yummie. it was na's 21st berthdae. we celebrated jan n alvin's berthdae too. alvin's berthdae on e 1st oct, jan's on 2nd n na's on 6th.. madness.. n kel's on 4th! its like a combo hit man.. haa. when is my berthdae cumin? lol.. next wld be qiuping, noel n chelle's berthdae.. *pheeew* so many ppl's berthdae cumin!!!!!!!
todae is a monDae... im up so earlie.. n v awake. even had breakfast. hotcakes.. w lots magarine n maple syrup.. muhaha. i need to wk out.
went to kel's hse yestie w annie n watch vcD... fellowship.. oya! juz got reminded.. we actuali wanted to watch pearl harbour.. but i guess when we reached there.. we totali forgot abt it. lol. kel's hse is like a place of relaxation. annie totali agreees w me.. lol..
we watched diz show called... [beautiful boxer]. its a very touchin storie. though e storyline is once again like one of those thai show.. abt transvetite.. its a true storie which happened in thai.. diz male by birth haf alwaez fancied puttin on make up, lipstick since he was a kid.. n there.. he realized tt.. he got a [desire] to be a beautiful ladie w long hair.. i guess its stg abt his hormones n his influence ard him when he was younger.. its a nice storie.. if u wanna watch.. go borrow e vcd frm kel.. muhahahhaahaa~
enuff of flooding.. hope to return soon. =p
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Friday, October 01, 2004 Y
*walk walk walk*
todae.. went out @ abt 2pm.. to go for my job briefing @ raffles place. i tink e name of e bldg is spore land tower. interestin environment. e ppl there r quite frenli. esp e boss. its a big company. im not sure if u guys heard of diz co anot.. [TELERATE]. diz company is into tradin of stocks.. juz like reuters n bloomberg.. interestin. though its juz an one dae assignment, i wil do my best n try to learn as much. there's diz v big switch board there.. stress. haa. i look forward to drinkin e hot choc frm e vendin machine there! haa.. free de... lol. =X pray tt all wil be well. e job briefin ended like.. 430? but i stayed til 515.. becoz e recep ladie was real frenli. she started to chat w me.. n i learnt alot frm her n njoyed my stay there. it was e first.. n i noe e last tym i wld get to meet w her.. so.. chat more la.
met up w chelle @ bugis.. n started our berthdae prezie search. o man.. tt almost killed e both of us.. becoz our evadearest nana's prezzie is like.. duno where to find n duno wat to buy.. but.. we got stg in e end.. hee.. i noe n i noe.. SHE WIL LIKE IT n HAF TO LIKE IT.. hor.. na.. =X
gordon came along alil later.. n we got a prezzie for his couzie's 21st berthdae too. haa. so many ppl celebratin 21st diz week.. pheeew. n went back to tampines. bought wateva we need to.. den went to eat kfc.. muhahaha.. happie. bumped into jan when i was walkin passs e mrt station.. we walked hm together.. njoy. seeemed like.. we neva haf enuf tym to finish wat we wana sae.. haa..
got hm.. sit awhile.. den now oredi.. so late.. tym to slp.. haa.. oya..
happie berthdae chip! n oso happie childrens dae. though u cant make it for e childrens dae big dae diz yr.. there's stil next yr k.. lol... haf a blessed berthdae. =)
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