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Friday, November 04, 2005 Y

Every Little Thing

Everything must changed
There's a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I've got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without color
I will carry you, if you carry me

Every little thing's gonna be alright
Every little thing's gonna be alright

There's no one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I've built my house where the ocean meets the land
It's time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of color
I will carry you, if you carry me

When it's all falling down on you
You're crying out but you're breaking into two
When it's all crashing down on you
When there's nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you


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Wednesday, November 02, 2005 Y

gran's ill

ive not been bloggin since i started my class in MIS.

becoz im reali busy! haa. no la. i juz din make time to blog. hee.

anywae. im njoyin my classes in MIS. im realli learnin alot. stil tryin to get e hang of things. projects n assignments due comin soon! jia you!


grannie's hospitalized.

im worried. to be honest.
all this while. gran's health been good. for a 84 year old who doesnt have any high blood pressure or some health records, she is reali considered v healthy.
she was sent to SGH on an ambulance last nite.
due to difficulty in breathin as theres excess water found in her lungs.

i went to visit her todae.
it is holidae. i planned alot of things. but all of them were either cancelled or postponed. becoz i wana visit my gran.
reached SGH. i nv liked to go there. it brought back many bad memories i had there. =(
headed to block 5 w mummie. tt place was awfulli familiar. my late paternal gran used to stay in tt block b4 she passed on.

when i found e ward n room. i saw gran sittin by e window.
she seemed so much older.
it seemed tt she was gettin ready for us to come.

i went to be by her side.
she held my hands w hers. it was all wrinkled and was paling.
yet, i felt such a sense of warmth and love.
juz like how she held my hands when i was a young kid.

she din sae much. but through her eyes. i could feel tt she's assurin me that she will be fine.

not wantg us to worry. she din tell us e full truth of wat happened.
i felt like tearin when i saw her in diz state.

not long aft, my relatives came one aft another. they were juz hangin ard. aft checkin out my gran's condition.. they went on to tok abt their stuff.

i saw gran sittin among them. juz listenin. she wasnt involved in any conversations at all. but she showed a contented smile as she look at her daughters, sons n daughter-in-laws busy chattin among themselves.

lookin at this scene, it reminded me tt its realli been such a long while e whole family came together. even my couzies came along. i miss the family gatherings we used to have every sunday over at my gran's hse when i was younger.
i used to play monopoly n all sorts of games w my couzies every sunday. i used to look forward to sundays as i can go to my gran's place to play n be w my grand parents.
aft an incident, we stopped goin to gran's place weekly.
i started to drift away frm my maternal family.

yet. each time i go over to my gran's hse, she will alwaez make me feel so loved n tt im so at home. holding my hands as i accompany her thru the hong kong drama serials. stayin by e gate until i walk out of her sight each time i leave her hse.

wat is love? she showed it all to me.

when we were abt to leave. gran suddenli paled. her face was so ... pale. greeenish. i din noe wat happened. we had to help her back to her bed. n her facial xpression realli scared me.
i felt tt any moment, she mite juz leave. o pls. pls dun do diz to me.
i haf decided tt im gona spend more time w her. n God.. help me to reach out to her!

i dun wana lose her. for eternity.

i realli love my grannie. i realli lift her into e hands of God. her salvation. her healing. i claim it rite now. in Jesus' name.


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