hee.. here i am.. ppl normallie blog almost everydae.. but i juz realised, im not a normal one. i blog once a weeek.. haa. =X haven been able to update my bloggie. wheneva i get hm.. its oredi bedtym. so.. ZZzzZz is more important. whahaa.

its another week filled w activities. i do feel tired.. but not sick of it. i do struggle to move on but am not intendin to gif up. God will alwaez be my source of strength to carry on.

lets jia you n nv sae die!!

ohooo.... i haven been bloggin for.. *countin* alrite la.. onli e 3rd dae. hee. im now sittin infront of my lappie.. listenin to worship sonGs.. n chatin w na, YY n my kor's fren.. audrey. peaceful nite in msn. LOL.

rushed down for choir praC aft work todae. @ 1905, i was stil @ raffles place. o man.. super unlikeli to reach BoOon lay by 1945 lo.. so decided to take a cab n i saw benjamin. dun reali noe him well.. but @ least.. noe tt he's frm e choir too. we shared a cab down to church n made it on tym.pheeeew.. pray tt for e next few prac.. i dun haf to take cab.

 
i had a great tym durin e choir prac todae. we sang n sang n sang. learnt a sonG which needs to be sung w attitudE. Bro J kept askin for attitUde in our sinGin. so interestin. aft e prac on e song [emErGe], we went down to b4.. were told to go on stage to sing. me n na were wondeRing if we shld go up as we r stil new.. sis xiaowei asked us to go up n told us to sinG for diz weekend's svc! oohoooo.. im happie.. but one thinG.. i need to get a new pair of shoes.. covered shoes.. if not.. *shakes heaD* im juz so xcited. oya! we saw Pst Sun todaE! weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ haa.. she was there to see e BVs practice e songs n all w e musicians. i miss her so much!

 
aft choiR prac.. me n na headed back to e east.. for makan. we made a last min decision to go 85 for makan. had a great tym of fellowship there. aft we haf had our fill, we left for hm. on e wae back, there was a road block near chelle's hse.. @ bedok reservOir area. e best thing is.. i din haf my seat belt on. oopX. e uncle woke me up in tym.. to belt up. hee.. went by safeli. haa..

 
i wana slp. tiredness is overwhelmin me. dun wana struggle to stay awake @ work again.. hee.. beta get gOin. nite. wil return. *winkS*

 
stg's on my minD. shld i commit myself to e chinese church' choir? i reali wan to....

 
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tired. slpie. exhausted. well.. im juz feeelin so tirEd. its been a lonG dae for mE.
 
diz mornin when i woke up.. i got a shock of my life. becoz it was 810am le! i tot im late for wk.. but its a sundAE!. o man.. haa.. i even got out of bed.. to go brush my teeth. haa.. but aft tt.. i realised.. haa... even aft i realised its sundae.. i stil doubted alil. haa..
 
i went for svc5 todaE. another great tym in e hse of God. aft svc.. went fellowship w jun mEi mEi, nOel, alvin n ah gUo @ lonG joHn's sIlvers. kept luffinG as we hear e 2 armiE gUyz, alvin n ah gUo, share their xperIenceS in camp. ah guo told us how to kill a chicken.. n bunnie.. i got rather agitated when he mentioned abt killinG of bunniEs.. grrr.. but no choiCe. he was in a survival traininG.
 
aft tt.. headed to e mrt station.. alvin shared quite alot on e train w me. shared stg which was reali [foood for thought]. thru e conversation.. felt much closer to diz bro now. thank God for drawinG us closer.. evasince alvin went to e armie, i haven beeen tokin much to him.. not to even mention sharing. todae's reali a breakthru.
 
got off @ city hall. din manage to finish my conversation w him. but there wil be another tym! went to suntec n orchard w jam. walk n walk n walk.. til our legs went wobblie. cum to tink abt it.. y did we torture ourselves in such a waE? haa..
 
went to esplanade. bought ichigo bliss for my darling n211 members. n they ate them all up! i din get to eat a single one! haa.. nvm la.. they feeel bliss den goood la.. haa.
 
now tt im hm.. i need to rush some wk n quickli go orr orr le.. if not.. tml... nitemaRE!!!!! haa.. k la. tts e happenings of todae.. haa. nite to all!
 
oooopx... i chunked alot tonite! haa.. =X

oooo.. wat m i doin here in e middle of e nitE? im sittin infront of my lappie.. starinG blankli at it.. i feeel tirEd physicali.. but im reali charged up deeep withiN. well.. diz madness.
 
i had a great great tym todae. its e last weeekend w 5svcs. next week on.. it'd be 6 svcs n my cg wld be goin to svc2. wooo.. we r grOwinG!.. jia you n211! we muz multiply! SERAPHIM!! lets do stg.. we can do it..
 
i haven been takin fotoz for such a lOng lOng while.. but i stil love takin fotoz.. hee.. whether izit alone or w my frEnz. e last tym i tOoOk a pix.. was... o! when i was walkin to xpo mrt.. hee. muz jia you w my foto takinG.. ekeke..
 
i decided not to chunk too much stuff in.. if not.. information overloaDed! hee.. wil return la.. take care ppl..
 
i miss u v much too.. ah rOl.
 
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hmmmm

my hair's in a mess!

its tuEsdaE todaE.. woke up w a sliGht heAdAche.. well, i wil be alrite awhile lateR. =) it was a real happie nite for me yestie. i tok to nana, jUn mEi mEi, jErEmy, QiUpinG n sEth. e reasOn y im happiE is becOz i manaGed to sPenD QuaLity tym w thEm. though we din tOk for v lOng, it wAs kinDa fruItfUl. n im blEssed by their shaRinG. i reaLli beliEve tt cOmmuniCation is VitaL in relatiOnships. it appliEs to everyOne. *achoooo~~* xcuse me.. hee.. i duno y i juz keeep sneezinG. here i go again. -_- LOL.. off track. i guEss diz wat i leaRnt for diz brand nEw wEeEk ba.

i suddenli tot of my seconDarie skoOoOLmatEs. ppl like [ah rOl, Nana, LinG, Syl,fArhAn],[giLynn, shUfanG], [chA, marO, zhEngQianG, GordOn, jOey, iDah, yIzhEn].. amOnG all of thEm, im onli actIvElie in cOntact w a FeW. i had fUn w them.. loAds of fun.. QualitY n QuAntitY tym.. some of them.. we oncE told eaCh OthEr tt we'D be fREnz fOreVa.. but now.. wE arEnt even FrEnz fOr e sEasOn.. i rEalli miSs havInG fun w thEm.. wantG to meEt uP w thEm.. yEt there'S a fEar tt thinGs wld not be e samE. fEar alwaEz stops us frM dOinG thinGs whicH we shLd do. i gUess i gotA breaKthrU frm tt fEar n do stg.

diz r somE of e fOtOz whIch i tOoK.. a lOoOonG tym agO.. when i last mEt up w thEm..

SyL n mE!!! hee..i tink we were in nana's hse.. for StEambOat.. boy... i looked so tiRed.. haa

tts cia, nAnA n ah rOl.. they look rather diff now as comparEd to e pix.. haa.. more stylO now..

me n LinG.. we tOoOk diz when i last viSitEd her @ mOnstEr Q..

biggie hearT.. testin.. 1..2..3.. LOL! diz my first tym postinG a pix... breakthru!! hee..

its a sUndaE!!!! i duno y.. i alwaez feeel tirEd n slpie on sundaEs. =X todae's a simple daE for me. went to practise guitar w khym @ abt noon tym n went for prayer meetg @ na's hse. i haven been to her hse for quite awhile. had a great tym of fellowshippinG w my mems. we prayed for abt an hr+, shared n discusss some cg stuff. ended e whole thinG @ abt 4pm. all of us went to bedok interchanGe to fellowship.. for awhile. hee. initialli i felt like eatinG tau huey.. but changed my minD in e end. i miss goin to geylanG to eat tau huey... *droolS*

there's some reshufflinG of mems in my zonE. n my entirE zonE wld be goin to svc2.. so N211 is leavinG svc3.. there r + & - abt it. next weeek on, e new mems transferred to my cg wld be joininG us le. im xcited! amonG e 5 of them, i onli noe 2.. annie n claRk. who is peizhEn? who is jErry? who is lynEttE? im loookg forward to meetg them! i pray tt they'd feeel welcome. maybe @ first wld be alil weirD. but N211, lets do our part in welcominG n makinG them part of us! *welcomE to n211* haa.

there are many changEs gOinG on.. actuali.. there alwaez haf been. hope tt everythinG settles down quicklie. SeraPhimS!! jia you! now tt we haf jerRy n SeTh in our grp.. we gota get them into e flOw! Continue to foCuS on e hArvEst fIeLD!!by enD of aUguSt.. lets multiply to 2 grps! we can do it.. not by our own strenGth.. but w His SpiRit!

i met up w chacha last nitE. i misss chattin w her n havinG our fav TiSsUe pRatA...! she passed me some fragrance.. though its juz testers.. im happie enuF! i carrieD 4 bottLes of fragrance hm.. kinda heavie.. becoz they r glass bottLes.. i wil smell nicEr! haa. my kOrkOr oso benefitteD! lol. thx cha! *muAcKZ*

ive beeen listeninG to diz v nicE sonG.. [AngEL of e LorD].. for e past few daEz.. jam sent me diz sonG.. din listen to it immediately aft he sent me.. until afew daes later. he commented tt its a v nicE soNg.. n i totaLli agrEeeEeeE!!! ask me for e sonG k.. haa.. im more den willinG to shaRe!

diz shld be it. im outa diz plaCE.. wil return soOoOn! =) miss all of u.

alo! hee. im now in e ofc. there's no one here. 2 of my colleagues went to e doc. e rest r not in.. n i duno y. im juz sittin here, answerin fonecalls. my stomach is rumblin. hee. v tempted to haf a bite but im fastin! not gona fall into temptations.

yestie was baOBaO's berthdae n we celebrated hfor him on sundAE.. it was a rather short one. met him up @ pastamnia dhobie ghaut. n sung him a berthdae song. ate, sat ard for awhile. we intended to take a bus to the esplanade.. but... e bus we took din bring us there. we went to diz.. RiTz caRltOn HoTeL instead. n e best thing was.. we cldnt find e main entrance to e lobbie. we found diz lift in a secret passagewae. haa. all of us went in.. none of us noe where izit gona bring us to.. v soon.. we reacheD e 3rd level. stepped out w an anxious heart. LOL. wat we saw was.. we were @ marina sq! -_- haa. we went off aft givin e prezzie to baObaO n hearin his [not tt good] speech.


happie berthdae to baObaO!


e train ride hm was.. tirinG. went off w lein, ian n na on e same east west line. lein got off @ aljunied while e rest of us @ tampinEs. even na. she went to my hse as she was usin my fone for e womens' ministry's mag discussion. when she went off.. it was oredi 1am+ le.

aft she left, i prayed. i lifted to Him all tt im facinG. n i wept in His presenCe. PapA in heaven is indeed a comforter. i cld felt Him huggin me. i duno how to xplain tt.. but.. it was reali a v warm huG which was so familiAr. i love Him. i love His hug~


i wana be in LoVe w Him til eternity.

oya.. i forgot stg. happie berthdae JAM! hee. its reali a mth of berthdae celebrations..

mornin everyone. im feelin v v tired. but as promised, i gota be faithful n committed. hee. so here i am. went for overnite prayer meetg last nite n left @ 1am. too bad i din stay on. heard frm khym tt they experienced Holy Luffter n there was a v v powerful presence of God. i reali missed stg. im not gona let another of such chance slip away juz lidat e next tym.

was so tired tt i dozed off on e bus n totali lost myself. din noe wats goin on ard. haa. din even noe tt we haf reached tampines. took a bathe n went to bed.

i woke up latE todaE! was supposed to wake up @ 750h.. but.. instead.. i was an hr later. madness. rushed to wk. n realized tt everythin's in a mess. got alot of naggings n blames todae. haii.. where is my delivery order book? return it to me.. n e problems wld be solved.

went hm to fetch my bible n to put some stuff. went to meet ri n kel. n to my astonishment.. i forgot to bring my fone. was kinda tired of walkin n walkin n walkin. but stil.. i got no choice. rushed out.. but missed e first bus. so waited there w kel, ri n chelle. when i got to church.. as usual.. there were lots of ppl. i went up to e cafe n meet up w my mems. i had a great tym w them todae.

svc was great. i like e dance item which they put up. i haf to admit tt i was battlin w my own flesh durin e svc. i waa reali feeelin so tired. kept poppin mentos into my mouth. but.. it din wk! until i tried drinkin cold water. i was like..! o! im awake. pst preached a Word which ive heard b4. but it carried a different anointg diz tym. i noe tt God reali wans us to be soul winners. I WANA BE ONE TOO! i am willing.. send... ME! hee.

na was sharin tt she's tinkin of goin for one of e missions trips to e neighbourin countries. i was tinkin of tt too.! but e finances. it reali isnt ez to fork out so much. but i believe tt ALL things r possible! breakthru!!! financial breakthru!! pray pray. if there's a wil there's a wae. im reali inspired by how ppl r blessed by our givin. aft listenin to so many testimonials, it juz left me realised tt.. actuali wateva we r givin on svcs n cgs, haf beeen a tool used to blessed those countries which needs help.
rite now, im even more inspired to gif more. reali gota pray tt i'd be able to handle my finances well n gif to God.


i had a great tym fellowshippin w my pals, RI n NA todae. can feel tt all of us were feeelin v tired. but stil made sacrifices to compromise on our flesh. wat r frenz for? =) we did some sharin.. we shld do more! hee. next tym when we go.. duno when le.. becoz gota save up for missions. we jia you ya! e both of them wld alwaez be someone close to my heart. whether we r able to spend alot of tym together anot. they r frenz for life.. not frenz for a season. i love U!

tml is cg dae. 1100h is prayer meetg n 1230 for cg. its @ sembawang.. n wat m i doin herE? its tym i go off le. so.. i wil definiteli reutrn back here! i reali cant take it le...ZzZszZzzZzZzzzzZzzZzzzZZz

nite all! *muAckZ*

phew.. here i am again. hee. halo everybodie. its 0127h now and im bloggin. i fell aslp earlier juz now. so im kinda awake now. listenin to diz compilation called.. oscar songs. there's a total of 3 discs in there, includin alot of v nice love songS. i've been listenin to it since e dae. n everyone in e ofc seeemed to like it too. i got it frm charmaine.. tt dae @ cha's berthdae chalet. hiaks. tried to burn it juz now, but there seemed to be a problem. nvm. i'l try again tml.

diz mornin.. i reali felt so tired. therefore, i looked super listless. n struggled to keep myself awake. haa! nth much todae. juz tt i got 2 new colleagues who joined e company. but they wld be over @ bukit timah.. e showroom. tink i'd stil be very much in contact w them. n! lunch was fantastic. i was cravin for curry chicken. n my colleague dabao curry chicken rice for me. yum yumz. had quite a few cups of coffeee to keep myself awake.

later in e evenin, i met up w my loveable fren, RI! we went to buy her guitar strings n headed for macdonalds. we were real tired n hungrie. sat down for awhile n changed our minds.. hee. we went to cartel instead. i juz miss goin to cartel w her n na. we onli ordered a mango.. mango.. erm. i duno wats e name. onli noe tt its blended in lime juice n vanila ice cream. yumZ! we had a hard tym waitin for e seats. n oso a hard tym decidin which drink to haf. we were tinkin betweeen e peach n mango. its kinda funie how we decided on mango. hee. we counted to 3 n sae out wats on our mind. we both sae mango! haa. so funie. had a good tym. i tink we were juz tired. if not it wld haf been beta. na dropped by w audrey to grab a potato wedge. if onli she stayed. but its okie. there r more chances tt we can fellowship. i juz simplie love RI n NA.

i feel so worn out. tired. but i noe tt He is able to restore everythin. aft prayin juz now, i feel so much beta. e joy of e Lord shall alwaez be my strength. i prayed n sing a worship song. yesh.. tt new worship sonG. my source. its powerful. anointed. so great. i cld feeel e presence strongli in my room. awesome!

eva since i made a decision to commit to bloggin.. ive been addin loads n chunks of words. so sori ah. hee. hear frm me! im off to bed. i had a great daE! how abt u? =) niteeeee *mUaCkZ*

yo! heee.. i've decided to commit myself to bloggin more often. i got hm like an hr ago.. frm wk.. how tirin can diz get?! stock takin frm 6+ onwards.. stock takin as in takin e existing physical stocks in e warehse! cant believe it. but i had fun w my colleagues n got closer to them. we din finish up wat was supposed to be completed. but we stil carry a positive attitude tt we can do it. when we decided to stop aft hrs of takin down of e stock figures n carryin e gooods frm a place to another.. e marketin guyz [johnny, harrick] started playin soccer w e sepak takrew which was there. n they imagined themselves playin like those in e euro cup! haa. so funie. while roy sits infront of tt old com.. doin his wk. i tink he's juz tired. aft all e fun, alex n sham came over w e auditor frm e ofc. aft e auditor left, e rest of us stayed on for awhile b4 leavin. as we were goin off.. @ e big lift on e 3rd flr, roy n alex had a v v serious tok which i tot wld lead to a fight. thank God they din. e atmosphere in e lift was so.. tensed. well.. tts wat happens when wk is not done n we duno how to answer to e boss. we went our waes soon aft. thank God for colleagues who drives. i dun reali feeel v tired even til now.. aft wkin for like.. some 14hrs?

oya! yestie was cha's berthdae. i went over aft wk. n started a tym of bbq-inG. i learnt to start a fire.. tts e first tym i did tt! n start bbq-inG! e chicken wings were juz great. i love e sausages as much as cha's mama did. though it wasnt a super happenin n dynamic berthdae chalet, i felt tt its goood enuf tt her close frenz n e ppl arD her can gather together. chatted w cha n linda til late.. haa.. they wanted to play cards. but i held on to my conviction.. no playin of poker. n they din. wanted to go to e beach w cha. but ended up lyin on bed tokin. charmaine was fast aslp on e other side of e bed. while cha, linda n me luff everythin out of us. im reali happie tt im able to spend my tym w one of my best pals on her special dae. i reali hope tt she had a memorable berthdae. **happie berthdae cha!**

i thank God tt i found rest in Him. i found favor in His sight. i found e love tt i alwaez yearned for to fill up my love tank. though troubles alwaez find their wae here, He is there to comfort, encourage me to go on. all tt i am goin thru, i noe tt He wil bring me out of it. i found e strength to carry on. i wana rise on eagles' winGs.

its juz a happie dae ahead. *loooks forward to it* im off to bed. wil return again. nite my pals!

b4 i go.. i wana sae a BIG HAPPIE BERTHDAE to ah RoL! i nv forget de k!?! hee.. hope tt u'l njoy diz dae. take care my dear. meet up soon ya.

n not forgettin.. mr john tan. happie berthdae to u too.
wooo..looks like its a month of celebration.. so many berthdaes! there's more to cum! -_-

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