Monday, February 28, 2005 Y
happie berthdae, brother gabriel. tym reali flies. so fast. i stil remember last yr all of us were busy goin ard buyin wrappers n prezzies for him. *blink* one yr passed le. i reali thank God for such a great spiritual leader who's so eva patient n LOVING. i reali learnt alot frm him!
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*busy.. busy .. busy..... *woke up real earlie todae! 645am. shuzhen is awake. shockin news yea. haa. chiong for shuttle bus becoz i wana go for svc4. amazin! alot of ppl again. anointin indeed draws all men.
pst ulf din preach much. becoz of e baby dedication. its reali cool! e babies r SO CUTE!
managed to catch wat e man of God has to sae. *claps*
svc5! awesome awesome awesome. to be v honest.. i was so tired tt my attention span got cut.. i had to make jan pinch me to make me stay focus. thank God i din miss out much.
rushed for prayer meetg @ maurice's place aft svc5. apparently.. i din stay long.. not even til e prayer meetg start. haa. i sat down.. had my duck rice.. shared abit of wat i received frm e svcs. n rushed back to church for chinese svc! its kinda tirin for my flesh. but im njoyin every bit of it in my spirit!
more ppl in chinese church choir. i dun feel alone anymore when im mouthin [watermelon]. haa. many of e new ppl are frm e english svc. all of us needa brush up on our chinese... rite, deborah? hiaks. i love to sing for GOD!
met annie @ jp w e rest... n they were goin off le. had to wait for my dear brother, Yy. slow! haa. he missed e bus.. din even gif chase lo! i stil remember last week.. had to chase bus w him.. :S haa. nvm. chatted w annie til he came. e 3 of us spent a short while of quality tym b4 Yy dozed off. he's reali v v tired. ha.
met up w kel. left for hm w kel n annie. chicken ricE! mummie cooked chicken rice. yummie.
i was reali a bad host. becoz i was so tired tt i fell aslp n abandon my precious guests. they left without me knowin. jialat. *repent!*
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Saturday, February 26, 2005 Y
so fast. my long awaited sat is over. but it was reali fruitful. n as usual.. v happily spent. reached church real earlie @ abt 130pm? gave bs... den went to q for svc 2.. super competitive. but thank God.. secured seats over @ e choir side floor area.
went for svc3. managed to get a seat becoz i was wearin skirt. i din do it on purpose. haa! went on e bus rite aft svc.. n i was juz shocked. woo.. sat is over! haa.
wat is e callin of my life? fellowship w Him.
thank God for His strength n healin power. apparently, i woke up w a rather bad sore throat. kinda amazed tt im able to gif ah guo BS. haa.
im very happie todae. *winks*
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Friday, February 25, 2005 Y
went for Pastor Ulf's seminar on tues, wed n thurs. as usual.. we spent some tym q-ing up b4 each nite's conference started. he shared abt Frenship on e first nite. Missions on e second and Pride on e last nite.
i was oredi v blessed on e first nite when he tok abt frenship. it is reali v practical n applicable to everyone of us in our daily lives. it made me tink.. who r e frenz ard me? some faces appeared in my mind. n e next qn appeared.. haf i reali treated them n love them as my true frenz?
love wld be able to help us control our anger when we cant. love accepts even when others reject. love stays when everyone else haf left. love understands when others tink u r outta ur mind. love gifs.. generousli. ultimately, love nv fails!
we need diz kinda love. love tt nv fails. in our frenships. in our relationship w e ppl ard.
e next 2 nites were even more awesome. aft each session.. tears nv fail to row down my cheeks. conviction set into my heart. im touched by e Spirit. den again... change is not an one tym event, it is a process. i wil follow up on my encounter. heh. =)
we onli receive how much we hunger for. how much haf u received frm e nites which u attendeD?
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Monday, February 21, 2005 Y
i feel like an idler.. seriousli. im not doin anythin.. as in not wkin.. not studyin.. im hm everydae.. readin books.. listenin to music.. surfin e net. it is indeed a good tym to grow spirituali. meanwhile.. im gettin worried tt if i dun start wkin any sooner.. i'd be broke.. haa!
annie came over to my hse w a bottle of WD40 in e evenin.. wats tt for.. u muz be tinkin.. haa. its for my door.. its not reali in wkin condition.. so some oil wld help it function beta.
she stayed for dinner n my usual tv session w mama. its great to haf another companion while watchin mum's fav hong kong drama serial! haa.
went off @ at 10? walked annie to central area.. n we went pasar malam.. haa!
i needa stop diz slacker lifestyle.
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Sunday, February 20, 2005 Y
woke up w quite a bad sore throat diz mornin... tots of not goin for Chinese Church Choir came into my mind. but i killed those tots immediately.. got out of bed n went for cg...
aft cg todae.. rushed down to church for Chinese Church Choir prac.. i felt alil out of place though.. becoz most of them were aunties frm e Chinese Church or frm e English svs but haf been singin in Chinese Church for quite awhile le. i need tym to blend in n get to noe them beta. they r v funnie n helpful ppl..
i was reali nervous when i went up stage. becoz i dun reali noe e Chinese lyrics well. den again.. its tym for faith to arise. haa. i reali gave my best shot. though i stil mouthed [watermelon] for quite a no of tymz. i was told tt.. when i cant remember or see e lyrics.. den mouth e word [watermelon].
aft e half an hour of nervousness.. e choir went off stage.. i realli gotta put in good effort to learn Chinese Praise & Worship. kinda tough becoz i get confused easily.. but i noe i can do it.. not by my own strength though.. =)
hang ard in church for awhile.. kept walkin past attributes.. haa. wana go in n njoy e aircon n see if there's good books.. but there were quite alot of ppl in there.. figured tt i shld go hm.. as i was walkin to e bus stop.. i suddenli remembered tt i forgot to help kelly drop e journal $$ into e BIG box.. so went back again... came out... bumped into Yeoyi... n went back to church w him again.. :S haa. so i juz kept walkin in n out of church.. haa!
finali..i can go hm aft Yy settled his stuff in church. waited for him as he stays in Simei.. got company hm.. hee. im v blessed by Yy... how to describe him.. hmmm.. manhood personified? haa. i noe it sounds kuazhang.. but reali! brothers out there! learn frm him.. haa.
happie dae. hows ur dae? =)
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Saturday, February 19, 2005 Y
ive been lookg forward to todae. im so happie. juz so happie.
i was convicted by Pastor Kong's preachin. i realised tt.. im in a cycle... i keep doin e same things... n it juz keeps goin on.. n im reali wonderin.. y m i goin thru all diz? bang! i need to haf consistency in life. tts y im goin thru all diz. =)
my saturdae was well spent w God, N211, my frenz. how abt ur sat?!
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Friday, February 18, 2005 Y
oya... do go over to N211 webbie to take a look when u r freE!! hee. its in my link. =)
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会有那么一天
1943 世界大战
阿妈年轻的时候
爷爷爱她那么多
他们感情很深
当时爷爷身负重任
就在离乡的那夜
给了阿妈一个吻
轻声说到
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声
我爱你
夕阳西下鸟儿回家
阿妈躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散慢
眼神却很温柔
看见爷爷湿透的眼
握着他粗糙的手
阿妈泪水开始流
轻声说到
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱
陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声
我爱你
i personali like diz song v much.. its v touchin. actuali.. e first tym i heard diz song was in K-Box when i was w Cha. its so touchin tt e song left both of us tearing. haa. well.. hope u like e song too.. its sung by lin jun jie.. hui you na me yi tian....
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*im lovin it*im simply happie abt wat God has placed in my life. everyone, everything. *wide smiles*
i cant help but to tink of all e
good things He's put up in my life. goin thru tough tymz seemed like a neva endin tragedy.. mayb not tt bad.. haa. but aft ive gone thru it.. i juz feeel tt nth is impossible for Him who is able to do exceedingly, abundantly above all tt i can even ask or tink! goin thru tough tymz made me a stronger n beta person within. it wasnt without a reason y i was being put thru all diz. so if u all goin thru stg which u dun reali like.. dun whine n whine... go ahead n conquer tt mountain infront of u!
courage is wat u need!
He is
alwaez faithful. alwaez.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005 Y
xiaoyun is back frm china todae. she spent 5 hrs climbin e HUANG SHAN.. not yellow mountain definitely. haa. o man.. amazin endurance. *claps*
anywae. met up w mayling n na diz noon. b4 meetg them, i went to get them a box of chocs each as a valentine's dae gift. hope they like it.. abit bo xim becoz i din wrap them up.. haa..
when i joined them.. they were walkin ard in TM le. both of them were so.. low morale. i cldnt stand it.. haa. i guess its mondae's blues? haa. so we found a place to sit down. went to crystal jade. yummie. we stayed there for abt an hr or two.
left for amk to meet xiaoyun n noel. i was earlier by 10mins.. n noel was even earlier. haa. we went to mos burger.. sat down.. chat. noel left earlier becoz i had stuff to share w xiaoyun. i realli miss her v much. b4 she came back.. i juz felt like.. im overflowin w things to tell her. haa.. its juz great to noe tt e leader n fren of my life is back. haa!
over diz one week. i feel tt ive grown much spirituali. many revelations keep cumin in. learnin to deal w situations in life. wisdom i need more frm Him.
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Monday, February 14, 2005 Y
its valentine's dae! or some call it frenship dae. walkin down e streets todae.. i saw many ladies holdin bouquets of
flowers on one hand n their bf's hand on e other.. it seems a common sight. couples flooded whereva i went. haa. they seem to be e lead actors n actresses on diz special dae.
in my heart.. i do wish tt im one of those on e streets. haa! tts an honest confession! im turnin 20 n im stil single. its definiteli not a signal tt i wana get attached asap. i wld love to get attached.. but i noe its not my tym yet. im learnin to make every moment of my singlehood count for God.
anywae. hope tt u had a great tym todae. =)
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Sunday, February 13, 2005 Y
given up on visitin my blog? sorrie guyz. been alil busy recently.
todae is 5th dae of chinese new yr. diz yr's CNY was a totalli different xperience for me.
apparently, i chunked loads in. but i deleted them. too much of a hassle. haa. lazie.
in short, im v blessed diz new yr. many happie things happen n im juz lovin it. met up w long lost cousins.. had dinner w my sec skool darlins.. gettin red packets... spendin more tym w cg mems.
its a good start for me. how abt u?
aft diz few daes of fellowshippin w my mems. im gettin to noe them beta. but more den diz.. all of us needa start buckin up in life n stop our slackers' lifestyle.
watched Constantine twice diz new yr. u may sae im mad. well.. i wanted to get my qns sorted out. definitely watchin it a 2nd tym helped me understand e storie beta. some saes its crap. some saes its nice. well.. im neutral! lol.. remember tt guy in e niteclub? lookg @ tt guy.. i remember Jesus sayin tt there's no lukewarm stand. be either hot or cold, otherwise, i'd vomite u out. diz show made my tots run. it made me tink. positive tinkins which motivates me to move on.
alvin n xiaoyun is in China now. i wonder how r they doin. seemed like its freezingli cold there. but y izit SO HOT in sporE!!! how i wish im w them.
anywae.. xiaoyun wld be cumin back tml. hee. praise God. im so xcited abt it. got so many things to share w her.
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Friday, February 04, 2005 Y
i rebonded my hair todae. last min made appt n was shocked to find vancancy. hee. now my hair is straight. i sat in HAIR INN for 4hrs 30mins. i reached there @ abt 12nn... left @ abt 430++pm.. pheew. but i felt nice.. not used to it yet. haa. o! n... diz new hair... stil got e smell of e chemicals. so its stinkie. e worse thing! i cant wash my hair for e next 2 daes. cant tie it up for e next 2 weeks. errr... if i dun wash my hair for one nite.. i oredi feel so yuckiee.. imagine.. 2 daes... wonder how im gona survive... God help me. haa.
im kinda happie w my new hair. so well.. its not a v vast change though.. e rebondin juz made my hair neater... n softer. haa. now.. i haf to take good care of it... i intend to highlite it 3 weeks later. haa. new look ma.. =p
went to chinatown w annie, kelly, mark, noel, maurice aft rebondin my hair. they sae not bad. so stil okie la hor. there's so many ppl in chinatown. but not as much as i xpected. hee. i bought new year decors again! we walk n walk n walk.. until we were so tired.. so we figured we shld sit down n eat. yumyum... YUMMIE PORRIDGE! haa. njoy man. we went to buy some candies n left for hm. headed hm on bus 12.. v v cold. but doesnt seemed to be as long. mayb becoz got annie n noel's company. hee.
im tired. needa rest. take care guys! =P
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