Saturday, December 31, 2005 Y
i dun haf much left diz mth. went to buy a sara lee pound cake. mama was shocked when she saw e cake. n i told her. now i may not haf e $$$ to buy e v v nice mango cake or wateva cake. but dun worry. it'd not remain e same foreva. haa!
i tink i wana learn how to bake cake. haa. anyone wana teach me?
im gona invite my mama for e 430pm svc later. so tt she wldnt haf to spend her berthdae alone at hm. pray w me. =)
love mummie! weee~~
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*goodie gooodie news*hey guys!
din manage to update stuff since christmas.
well. here i am.
i brought my mama for e christmas svc on saturdae evenin. i fell ill on sat. but i told myself. NO! i muz bring my mama there. so i pick myself up.. despite my mama's encouragement to stay hm n rest. i reali felt v ill. even when we were havin dinner. but i decided to let loose my faith and trust in Him healin me.
mama was different diz christmas. as i was ill.. i wasnt in e rite frame of mind to tink. haa. so i got mama to take bus 38 which takes e longer route instead of bus 12.
when i realised it.. we were oredi turnin rounds in simei. i told mama.. tt we took e bus which took e longer route. if u all duno.. my mama is actuali quite impatient de. usuali she wld scold me..
but tt dae. she din. she juz sae.. its okie. lets juz wait. i was like.. oo.
finali we reach e singapore XPO! all xcited abt it. so many ppl. thank God. managed to find seats w noel, alvin, leonard, lionel n their couzzies. we were sittin quite far n i was worried tt mama mite not be able to see clearlie. no worries. mama was all fine w e seatin arrangement.
svc started. i was v gan chiong. den God kept remindin me. u do ur best. leave e rest to Me.
praise started. she clapped along w e carols.. worship.. i lifted my hands. she din. but she tried to flow.
she njoyed e drama v much. e important part. e preachin. i was wonderin if she can hear the interpreter, sis LuLu. thank God. she juz turned n comment. diz interpreter's voice v nice n clear. ohoo! haa.
here comes e altar call. when pastor was prayg, i was prayg. n i heard diz. it wldnt be todae. but todae is a breakthru. there wil be more, there wil be more. its not e last tym she'd be here. i was like.. wat? not todae? i bind tt tot in Jesus' name!
indeed.. when pastor gave e altar call. she din wana respond. gave me a fierce stare. but when noel asked her.. she smiled n sae no in a v nice wae. well. annie, next tym u shld sit beside my mama. haa!
den i realised tt its a word frm God.
aft svc. mama was v happie. she decided to gif all my frenz a treat. so everyone decided on mackers. ordered for abt 10-13 ppl. she wanted to gif everyone a christmas prezzie. since she din buy anythin. so.. ya. food wil do. haa.
went hm. blessed. full. happie. filled.
e very next dae. i came hm immediately aft servin e 2 svcs becoz i wasnt feelin v well. mama cooked for me. woke up in e evenin to eat. n watched tv w her. she was checkin out her 4D as wat she alwaez does on weekends.
lo n behold. she won stg.. aft so long. striked! *ding ding* she was overjoyed. she called my aunt. n told her abt her trip to church w me.
hee. i was eavesdroppin. haa! well. we were both in e livin room. n mama toks so loudly. u noe. haa! she told my aunt tt she njoyed v much. esp e drama. n oso e company w my mems n frenz! she sae all of them r v polite. nice. good. guai. haa. she likes them. well. OPEN!!! mama is much more open.
n now. she's askin me to invite more of my church & cg frenz over for makan. sunday, she's gona cook curry chicken. wana come? all r welcome. juz r.s.v.p w me. haa. i can make arrangments.
keep prayg for my mama! Ecclesiates 3:1
hey my dear frenz. keep prayg for ur parents who r non-believers. u wil reap ur fruits too!
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Thursday, December 22, 2005 Y
diz is e heaviest pair of earring i haf. but its v nice! its a display of my necklaces n earring. haa!
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i like diz too. haa. i love all my earrings n necklaces!
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my pinkish one
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my necklace. v hawaiian
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my baa. slpin. peacefully.
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my lil bunnie.
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taken in e toilet @ SGH. haa
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my lil couzie! *cha*
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annie's berthdae cake. forgot to put it up in e last entry.
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nice sunglass?
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they sae i look so tanned!
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005 Y
my papa bought me a nokia 7370! im simply overjoyed!
he oso paid for my outstanding hp bill.
my new fone is 32hours old now. haa.
im stil learnin how to use e functions n all.
it is juz awesome how God can actually bless you even as you give faithfully to the building fund. im almost there to clear my pledges. i believe i can clear it. diz yr marks a different year. i told myself tt i MUST honor my vows n clear them all. i wana build Him a hse!
Matthew 6:33But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. so frenz, jia you! we haf got til january to clear everythin. dun forget tt CNY is in jan. lets gif more den we haf pledged if it is within our means, amen? =)
God is buildin my character. im goin thru times of brokenness. ive nv felt so broken b4. sounds funnie n weird. but it realli is true. i noe i am not perfect. i noe i am weak. i noe i muz change. i will. its not gona be overnite. but yes, i will. thx for givin me e chance to. i am realli grateful.
Isaiah 42:3 A bruised reed He will not break, And smoking flax He will not quench; He will bring forth justice for truthgoin thru skool, work, church, family is not easy. no one said tt it is! dun eva tink it wil be. but even in e darkest moment, i need to learn to abase n abound. not sit on e dark moments. too passive. i cried juz now. yes. overwhelmed. i cant seemed to finish my stuff!
i haf juz cleared most of my revision n all over e 4 hours i had. i dun haf to take leave. i haf to be disciplined. no eatin into work time for skool work. no. no compromise.
all of us haf a choice. to let loose ourselves. or to be discipline. but wat r their fruits? yes, we all noe. so it is up to us to choose.
character n discipline goes a long way.
wats ur choice?
I Corinthians 9:27 But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection, lest, when I have preached to others, I myself should become disqualified.i needa be stronger. n not let emotions cloud my mind. i will choose to maintain a calm mind even when e storms arise.
Psalm 46:10-11 Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth! The Lord of hosts is with us; The God of Jacob is our refuge. Selahwell! God is good!! be still, and noe that He is God in any situations you are in. i may not totally understand but He does.
in diz season, there's no beta gift u can get for someone den his or her salvation. no mobile fone, no ipod, no lapie, no amt of $$ can be greater den diz gift of eternal life. lets not shortchanged our frenz and loved ones' salvation. we r in no position to do tt! stop tt slack hand and get to work!
i shld get goin le.
juz in case, u were wonderin wat fone did my papa get for me. here's e link. check it out. mine is coffee brown which gives a vintage feel! so cool!
http://www.nokia.com.sg/nokia/0,,83516,00.html
meanwhile. i wil return soon!
lets get ready for 2006!
its gona be a year of new beginnings. leave e past behind. bring the lessons learnt w u.
MOVE ON!
cheeerS!!!!!
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bear in his new tshirt.
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my handsome darlin bear. being twined up like a prey of a spider..
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my poor lil darlings. they r hangin dry aft a bath. realli literally.. hangin. poor lil ones!!!
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v drama-mama jacket tt i almost bought frm Mango. almost is e keyword. its nice, isnt it?
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annie's berthdae card. its realli been a long while i last made a card. haa. yea. Jesus loves Annie. He loves u too. (=
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r u one of them? im turnin one! haa!
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Monday, December 19, 2005 Y
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thank God for e word. e word in season for me.
i reali feel worn out.. not burnt out yet.
there r reali so many things tt i haf to do but time seemed to be so lil.
exhausted. diz word fully expresses my current state.
constantly in my mind. i noe tt i haf to go on. i haf to move. i haf to continue.
too many things unsettled. too many issues unresolved. too many too many.
i caught e fighting spirit. i wil hold on. i wil fite thru. i wil fite on.
i alwaez believe that when ppl choose to trust in God. He will nv fail them for He is ALWAEZ FAITHFUL.
Fighters. Because it is always better to fight for something than to live for nothing.
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Monday, December 12, 2005 Y
Whom have I in heaven but You
There is nothing on earth I desire besides You
My heart and my strength many times they failed
But there is one truth that alwaez will prevail
God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever
FOREVER
Psalm 27 :14 Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord!
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Sunday, December 04, 2005 Y
its december! december!!! last mth of e year. wow.
Christmas is comin. wooa.. haa. we r movin to xpo next week! yeay!
anywae. haf been realli busy earlier on. tts y haven been updatin my blog. my assignments n projects due dates are drawin nearer! =S i gota work fast!
i went to watch harry potter last nite. not too impressed by e show. but i felt it wasnt a wasted trip. becoz it served a good purpose. =)
got hm at 3am. goner. haa. so tired. haven slpt at such an hour for a long while liao. it wil not happen in e near future. at least not in e next 2 weeks until Christmas.
there r many things runnin thru my mind. many many many. many things. cant seemed to put them into words n sentences. over diz few weeks, God showed me many things. it caused me to tink.
lookg back for e entire of 2005, i wld sae. it is a year of personal revival for myself. im lookg forward to 2006. how abt u?
Joshua 3:5 Joshua told the people, "Consecrate yourselves, because the Lord will do wonders among you tomorrow."
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