Friday, January 06, 2006 Y
well. ive been wantg to make an entry. til now. here it is.
2005's beeen AWESOME!
1st Jan 2006.
i was on a cab.. rushin to Xpo for choir. i was late!
when i was on e cab. i tot to God. happie new yr, my dear Fren! i reali wonder wat do U haf for me diz NEW YEAR!
and i tried to tink. but guess wat. all i saw was a blank.
i asked God. wat? blank? nth in 2006?
God replied. wat u can see now is onli a small part of 2006. its gona be so happenin, so big tt right now, u can onli see one part of it. haf u seen a v v big poster.. and when u stand underneath it. u can onli see one solid color and u cant see any picture on it. n there, God zooomed in n showed me. how big and colorful 2006 is gonna be. even when He showed me, i cant see e full pix. breath taking. more roller coaster rides ahead!
got off e cab. n ran to hall 8 to report. when i went on stage. we sung e song, Through it All.
Song of e moment. haa. so solid. i reali meant wat i sing. when we were singin verse 1. i could oredi feel e presence of God so strong.
and God brought back memories and things which happened in 2005.
it was like as if im watchin a movie. flashbacks aft flashbacks.
tears started to stream down my cheeks.
He showed me one thing.
His faithfulness.
That nv fails.
As i look @ e flashbacks. I noe that all diz wldnt haf happened without e ppl in my life.
Truly. I wana appreciate them.
Sis Huijun.Thank you. Words cant fully xpress how thankful i am to your passion, patience, love, confidence in me.
From a stranger, u r now my best friend.
From disliking answering your fonecalls to njoyin all e long quality fellowships.
that really took effort.
You nv failed to encourage me.
Under your leadership and guidance, tts y i can be where i am today.
You showed me tt human can be imperfect but when we tap unto God, we can do wat we cant do. we can do wat we dun like to do. we can be who we tot we cant be.
You showed me tt emotions and loving ppl cant be mixed together. w anger and prejudice, we cant love. love conquers all. if we realli love, we will set aside anger. departmentalization of emotions.
We can choose to focus on the potential or the shortcomings in each person.
You are a true friend. who chooses to focus my potential n not gif up believin in me no matter wat others sae. who does not leave my shortcomings undealt w. n w prayer and encouragements and challenge, u allow God to use u to help me deal w diz issues.
A true friend whom i nv wana lose.
A true friend who watches over me.
I really see Jesus in you. and it is overflowing.
Jan.You have been a great fren! who's alwayz there for me. not juz becoz u stay opp my block. haa!
thank you for stayin opp my block!
thank you for trustin me.
thank you for lendin me ur ears.
thank you for sharin so much w me.
thank you for being able to take my direct-ness.
thank you for accepting me for who i really am.
im amazed. by how God placed us together as such great frenz.
as u alwaez sae. we juz cant tink of any common ground tt we share.
now i noe. e common ground. is Jesus.
any other frenships which are built on other grounds will fall. but not ours.
im juz reminded of e times when we stood at my void deck n we chatted our hearts out. sharin our burden.. our struggles.
and e window incident tt God juz dropped into my heart.
step by step, i juz saw God unfold u.. to be my buddie!
You are one who alwaez fights juz to give me your full support.
its time we both start exercisin, my dear ladie. haa. muz start workin on our new yr resolutions!
Kel.*ding dong ding dong*
i nv expected u to be my best fren. haa! anyone but not e ice queen.
God works in wonderous and unexpected ways. diz is one of them.
and im thankful n happie tt God made it happen!
i love you v much, my dear fren!
when i look ard my room. there's no chance tt i will not tink of u. not tt i keep ur fotos. but becoz of e things. bear bear. my concordance. my chinese bible. my praying brown bear. my red watch. my 7260 hp box. though e fone is gone. haa. my recorder monkey. so much so much. n oso e memories u left in my room. e times u came over to do mems status. e times u came over to visit me when i fell so ill. e nites when i spent lyin on my bed tokin to u for e longest hrs. e times i spent chattin w u on msn.
boy, do i miss those times we eat out n fellowship. walkin frm geylang to paya lebar mrt station aft missing out last bus. takin cab to chinatown to eat tianji porridge but onli to find out tt they r not open on mondays when we reached. those nites when i stayed over at ur super good ambience room n there we fellowshipped n shared so much in our hearts.
you haf left an imprint in my life. an imprint tt wil nv be erased away. an imprint caused by your love. your willingness to sacrifice for a fren. your willingness to love.
Annie.my dearest yabbie. i admire e wisdom & calmness tts installed in you to handle situations. i like to play. but i found someone who likes to play even more den me!
play as in njoy.
u r e one who is alwaez there to spend late nites out w me. @ my hse and changi beach esp. haa. in those tymz, our frenship grew tremendously.
u alwaez popped unxpected qns that will cause me to tink. if u din noe.. ya. now u noe. ur qns alwaez cause me to go into deep tot aft tt. haa.
u r e amazin touch who can move my mama's heart. i duno y. but my mama juz loves u. haa.
ur God-given ability to connect to different ones inspired me. ur nv-sae-die spirit in difficult times spurred me to burn on instead of burnin out.
e most classic line. i will rem it for at least e next 6mths, wld be: IT DEPENDS HOW U LOOK AT IT. e line to resolve all arguments and differences yet not havin to gif in to any parties.
and e line which makes me -___-" lets wait for another 4-6mths. and we'll see how it goes.
i love you, yabbie! i love e yabbies. check it out~ hee.
amazin frenz God blessed me in 2005.
there are many others who realli blessed me.
i will continue in my next entry.
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